i found out bout something today and something bout it do not feel right..eee.. sigh... people change really fast.. they dont see what they are doing and make promises they cant keep..

Bryani! the woo topic on my and our minds.. everywhere i look, i see bryani.. even when i need a break and open the fridge, i see bryani.. though the bryani i had just now was yummy..still i need a break from food.. and alhamdulillah.. i feel much better now.. i lost 5 kg in the past week and i feel good.. i feel much healthier.. i can see it for myself.. and now i'm keeping my beard..not in beard, beard.. will not be cutting those hairs growing on my cheeks.. haha.. i might not look chubby anymore.. i think its time for me to look more man-ly and say goodbye to my young and chlildish ways.. hah.. maybe just use the barber set shaver and cut it short.. just if someone touch my face, they can feel the hairs.. hahah.. why am i talking about this anyways?? okey stop here.. haha.. if u want to know, can.. raya insyaallah we'll see each other..

speaking of that, sorry i've not been attending class, and majlis and and and.. I was'nt feeling so well.. and besides that, i've been in a lot of stress lately.. All praises be to Allah who helped me.. Oh Allah, when theres no one here for me, i should not worry no more cause i noe that u care for me and will take care of me.. i've seen some things more clearly now and you are most powerful.. u change our hearts and make it unstable.. but you are always here.. closer then we know.. i turn to you Oh Allah, full of tears, shame and regret.. for i didnt turn to you for help.. thank you for all the blessing you've showered upon me.. thank you oh Allah for showing mee the right path.. i ask you to show them too the right path and not waste their lives.. for they too are under ur blessings and rahmah..

now.................
i have to stop buying applications of the iTunes app store and start saving again.. i noe raya is coming and.. and u noe.. but, i have to discipline myself.. ummm.. maybe by throwing away my credit card would help.. and repot lost.. and not claiming for another card till i can discipline myself? no no thats to complicated.. u have to fight urself iqbal.. u are a man now..okey?

i spent the evening hours of today, watching gossip girl..(can't believe it? get over it.. =P.)
i freak out every time dan and serena break up.. then get back together.. i feel rather annoyed and.. erghh!.. dam irritating.. well i think they are a wonderful couple but they just need to work things out between themselves.. not just let it go and end up breaking up.. haizz... if they get together and break up again, i'm going to switch shows.. bbbbbb.....

huh.. okey i still feel like posting more but i gtg now.. i want to sleep.. my never-ending work has finally come to an end .. and think i can relax and enjoy my ramadan.. read more quran, stay up to PRAY.. okey lah.. better stop before i talk crap again.. okey, noodles.. or should i say.....
BRYANI!

good night everyone.. =]

i found out bout something today and something bout it do not feel right..eee.. sigh... people change really fast.. they dont see what they are doing and make promises they cant keep..

Bryani! the woo topic on my and our minds.. everywhere i look, i see bryani.. even when i need a break and open the fridge, i see bryani.. though the bryani i had just now was yummy..still i need a break from food.. and alhamdulillah.. i feel much better now.. i lost 5 kg in the past week and i feel good.. i feel much healthier.. i can see it for myself.. and now i'm keeping my beard..not in beard, beard.. will not be cutting those hairs growing on my cheeks.. haha.. i might not look chubby anymore.. i think its time for me to look more man-ly and say goodbye to my young and chlildish ways.. hah.. maybe just use the barber set shaver and cut it short.. just if someone touch my face, they can feel the hairs.. hahah.. why am i talking about this anyways?? okey stop here.. haha.. if u want to know, can.. raya insyaallah we'll see each other..

speaking of that, sorry i've not been attending class, and majlis and and and.. I was'nt feeling so well.. and besides that, i've been in a lot of stress lately.. All praises be to Allah who helped me.. Oh Allah, when theres no one here for me, i should not worry no more cause i noe that u care for me and will take care of me.. i've seen some things more clearly now and you are most powerful.. u change our hearts and make it unstable.. but you are always here.. closer then we know.. i turn to you Oh Allah, full of tears, shame and regret.. for i didnt turn to you for help.. thank you for all the blessing you've showered upon me.. thank you oh Allah for showing mee the right path.. i ask you to show them too the right path and not waste their lives.. for they too are under ur blessings and rahmah..

now.................
i have to stop buying applications of the iTunes app store and start saving again.. i noe raya is coming and.. and u noe.. but, i have to discipline myself.. ummm.. maybe by throwing away my credit card would help.. and repot lost.. and not claiming for another card till i can discipline myself? no no thats to complicated.. u have to fight urself iqbal.. u are a man now..okey?

i spent the evening hours of today, watching gossip girl..(can't believe it? get over it.. =P.)
i freak out every time dan and serena break up.. then get back together.. i feel rather annoyed and.. erghh!.. dam irritating.. well i think they are a wonderful couple but they just need to work things out between themselves.. not just let it go and end up breaking up.. haizz... if they get together and break up again, i'm going to switch shows.. bbbbbb.....

huh.. okey i still feel like posting more but i gtg now.. i want to sleep.. my never-ending work has finally come to an end .. and think i can relax and enjoy my ramadan.. read more quran, stay up to PRAY.. okey lah.. better stop before i talk crap again.. okey, noodles.. or should i say.....
BRYANI!

good night everyone.. =]