I've made my decision.. i shall apply for deferment.. and serve NS after i completed my studies.. At least after i come back form Hadramaut..
the funny thing way.. i made my final decision when i was showering.. i shut my eyes under the cool running water and was thinking.. many many things was running through my head then, like a super fast computer..almost everything.the pros and cons..then time..everything.. then i smiled to myself.. okey.. i've made me decision.. when i step out of the shower.. i said 'Ibu!! i've made my decision.. I'm going to defer my NS' she was what? huh? what happened? then she said.. 'we'll sit down and discuss this with ayah..' well till now we havent sat down but my mom agreed with me..
My mom wanted me to do my NS first.. so that i'll be free of that responsibility.and will be able to concentrate without the government interfering..but i i'm afraid that i'll be tired after my NS.. u noe what i mean? like okey.. dah no need to study anymore ah.. just work.. haha.. May Allah save me from that.. ameen.. scary scary.. haha..

it was a Friday night and i was walking towards my car.. Suddenly, my dad handed me a letter.. MINDEF singapore..NS REGISTRATION NOTICE NS REGISTRATION NOTICE NS REGISTRATION NOTICE was all over it.. Oh man.. i suddenly felt like singapore guns pointed towards me..
i feel so afraid to leave singapore.. ouh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

i have to register by 24 June.. so i register then fly off then get a letter then come back?? i'm so confused.. what to do huh?

and sorry blog.. had been busy and tired.. i update you soon kae.. =)

Ustaz iqbal very funny.. just now he was giving us some examples.. then a friend didnt manage to catch up.. so he ask Ustaz Iqbal to repeat..
Abdus Syakur-- ustaz boleh ulang.. Surah al-qadr' lagi??
Ustaz Iqbal (look at him -_-) then said-- Micheal Jackson.. ahahha.. so random seh.. tibe tibe micheal jackson.. haii..

wow.. the weather's soooo hot these days.. i can feel the heat even at night.. wow.. good thing it rained just now..alhamdulillah..

i miss that cute baby.. haha.. tmr must come to my house.. i wanna play with you.. but no drooling on me okey! ;)..

okey la.. i wanna shut down already.. bye bye.. i'll update again soon..

and JUNE!! COME QUICKLY!!!

hello blog.. nice to see u again..

today is sunday.. went to ikea.. my brother wanted to find some stuff for his camp.. like every single time he check out from camp..mustafa la, ikea la, ntuc la.. haha.. just like me..last time.. when i was studying abroad.. huahuahua.. my favourite place to buy my stuff--- MUSTAFA CENTER.. the thing i always have to buy--- new undergarments! hahahaha..(last time ah..=P)

and we also went to shieng siong..hai.. and challenger.. yup.. got the new AC powered USB hub..quite usefull.. u can charge ur ipod, wtih the comp switched off..

i wanna rest.. tired ah.. i'll update some time soon

Soo tired.. this is life iqbal.. nows the time to work hard for Allah, not for other then Allah.. Make more time for him.. then Allah will give u the higher position in the heavens.. when all the other ahlul Jannah will be jealous and look up to us (in the higher rank in heaven) and say 'i wish i had given more time for Allah'..

May Allah give us all a place beside rasulullah s.a.w insyaalah.. ameen ya rabbal alamin..

And happy birthday to my beloved mother.. =)..

ربنا انفعنا بما علمتنا رب علمنا الذى ينفعنا
رب فقهنا و فقه اهلنا و قربات لنا فى ديننا
مع اهل القُطرِ انثى و ذكر رب وفقنا و وفقهم لما
ترتضى قولا و فعلا كَرَمَا و ارزق الكل حلالا دائمَا
و اَخِلاَّءَ اتقياء علمَا نحظي بالخير و نكفى كل شر
ربنا و اصلح لنا كل الشؤن و اقِرَّ بالرضى منك العيون
و اقض عنا ربنا كل الديون قبل ان يأتينا رُسْلُ المنون
و اغفر و استر انتَ اكرم من ستر و صلاة الله تغشى المصطفى
من الى الحق دعانا و الوفا بكتاب فيه للناس شفا
و على الال الكرام الشرفا و على الصحب المصابيح الغرر

اللهم اهدنا بالهداك و جعلنا ممن يسارع فى رضاك
و لا تولنا وليًّا سواك ولا تجعلنا ممن خالف امرك و عصاك

و حسبنا الله و نعم الوكيل. و لا حول و لا قوة الا بالله العلى العظيم.
و صلى الله على شيدنا محمد و على اله و صحبه و سلم و الحمد لله رب العالمين.

I wanna sleep.. the only thing that's standing in my way is 'the fridge doctor'.. well he is operating on my fridge.. which is sick too.. like me.. haha.. i just have a flu.. my fridge, the heart is not working well.. haha.. anyways.. the others went.. leaving me alone with $200- not to order pizza hut but to pay 'the fridge doctor'

Hey! a new blog skin.. thanks to the computer freak.. haha..nice ah.. love it..

noo.. my nose.. its leaking.. like a tap.. i need to get my hands on a tissue every 30 secs.. its very very damn irritating.. i noe.. think i should smoke some gaharu.. it helps.. but.. ya i should..smoke.. hey its not cigarettes okey.. haha.. it help.. me at least..

hope it rains heavily today.. y? i donno.. it had been soo hot this few days.. there's not ice in the freezer..duh..its not working.. sigh..

okey.. gtg check on the doctor.. maybe he needs a nurse to assist him.. hahaha..

i can't believe it.. patience iqbal.. patience.. Only those who are patient shall receive their reward in full, without reckoning..(az-zumar)..bear that in mind.. be faithful to one.. istiqamah..

one time, i went to the gym at the Pasir Ris community center.. so 'canggih' that i dont know how to unlock the door.. and when i wanted to leave, i'm suppose to turn a switch..instead, i turn off the lights..soo paiseh seh.. everyone turned to look at me.. good thing i didnt press the alarm button..haha..
nonetheless, i prefer the SSC gyms.. they are much more better..
so random..

tonight.. i'm going nocturnal..woOoOo.. i wanna try khatam the quran in 1 night.. i can read 1 jus in approx 10-20 mins..take 15.. 15 times 30 juz= 450 hours= 7 hrs and 30 min.. wow.. then i'll.. just have to read a bit more faster.. insyaallah.. Allah help me!

since i said i'll spend abit more time on blogging, i'll just type a short post..

today, went to school as per normal, class khat,(dont worry.. my handwriting is still horrible..) haha.. sth unexpected happened today.. haha.. sigh..

wow.. today -soo tiring.. i slept in class just now.. right in front of ustaz, with not a single soul knowing i was asleep.. cool huh.. haha.. of course ah..i'm used to lectures that last for 3 hours.. soo..haha..tactics.. sleep la if the lecturer is sooo boring.. but the thing is.. ah.. its embarrassing.. dont wanna say.. haha..
i feel soo small when in tuesday's class.. i'm the youngest.. and they like to disturb me.. hahah.. nvm.. i day i'm gonna put up a huge prank on them all..muhahaha..
and remember.. solat witir before sleep.. 11 rakaat.. solat duha, solat nawafil qabliyah and baddiah.all four rakaat..
the key to solat khusuk is during the takbir and tahiyat..important..

okey.. dont get too long-winded iqbal.. need to do ur hafalan..good night everyone.. =)

hello blog.. havent be around lately huhh?? ahhaa.. blog.. i miss you.. and its time for both of us to start reconnecting.. haha.. huh? what did i just say?

okey.. some things i did the past few weeks..
1- celebrate mothers day with my grandmother
2- watch movie at the cinema till 3 in the morning
3- manage to read 10 jus(page 1 to 201) of the quran without looking.. yeah!
4- getting my leg NOT to swell up every time i come back from the gym..
5- buck up on my nahu
6- read more time magazine
7- restore my files on my computer
8- clean up my room
9- planed for my new house
10- manage to teach the neighbor some manners

huh... manny many more.. its very convenient to have the room.. i can study till late at night with no one bugging my, in the comfort of my own room..adn the night breeze.. ouh i'm gonna miss the night air here.. its just so beautiful u noe.. humm..

wow.. the holidays are near.. waa.. iqbal.. still 1 more month to the holidays and you are already talking about it??concentrate! dont lose ur concentration dude! haha..sorry ah.. i cant wait till holidays.. but.. i wont be around during the holidays.. maybe 1 week i'll be in singapore.. that would be fine with me!! yeah! haha..

school had been quite..maybe the same.. cant waste time in class now.. strictly no talking to friends or toilet. breaks.. u noe my toilet break would usually take bout 30 min?? we would end up buying a drink and start talking..ahahaha..

oooo.. love the rain.. love the sound of the rain, the smell of it.. the sound of thunder! something is happening here in singapore.. u guys better be careful..

hahah.. i remembered 1 time when habib umar and the guest came down to singapore, there was an emergency and i need to go find this habib.. when i met him, my tongue was like, stuck.for no good reason.i cant speak arabic all of a sudden..only my hands were talking.. Usamah Canon was there beside him both looking at me in ??????.. then Usamah Canon said 'u speak english?'.... what! i was sooo embarrassed..

alright.. happy mothers day to all mothers and mother of mothers and whoever had been mothers or whoever will be come mothers.. whatever..

We have sent down to thee the Book in truth, that thou mightest judge between men, as guided by Allah: so be not (used) as an advocate by those who betray their trust.
(105)

But seek the forgiveness of Allah; for Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
(106)

Contend not on behalf of such as betray their own souls: for Allah loveth not one given to perfidy and crime.―
(107)

They may hide (their crimes) from men but they cannot hide (them) from Allah, seeing that He is with them when they plot by night in words that He cannot approve: and Allah doth compass round all that they do.
(108)

Ah! These are the sort of men on whose behalf ye may contend in this world; but who will contend with Allah on their behalf on the Day of Judgment, or who will carry their affairs through?
(109)

If anyone does evil or wrongs his own soul but afterwards seeks Allah's forgiveness, he will find Allah Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
(110)

And if anyone earns sin, he earns it against his own soul: for Allah is full of knowledge and wisdom.
(111)

But if anyone earns a fault or a sin and throws it on to one that is innocent, He carries (on himself) (both) a false charge and a flagrant sin.
(112)

But for the Grace of Allah to thee and His Mercy, a party of them would certainly have plotted to lead thee astray. But (in fact) they will only lead their own souls astray and to thee they can do no harm in the least. For Allah hath sent down to thee the Book and wisdom and taught thee what thou knewest not (before); and great is the Grace of Allah unto thee.
(113)

In most of their secret talks there is no good: but if one exhorts to a deed of charity or justice or conciliation between men, (secrecy is permissible): to him who does this, seeking the good pleasure of Allah, We shall soon give a reward of the highest (value).
(114)

An-Nisa

I've made my decision.. i shall apply for deferment.. and serve NS after i completed my studies.. At least after i come back form Hadramaut..
the funny thing way.. i made my final decision when i was showering.. i shut my eyes under the cool running water and was thinking.. many many things was running through my head then, like a super fast computer..almost everything.the pros and cons..then time..everything.. then i smiled to myself.. okey.. i've made me decision.. when i step out of the shower.. i said 'Ibu!! i've made my decision.. I'm going to defer my NS' she was what? huh? what happened? then she said.. 'we'll sit down and discuss this with ayah..' well till now we havent sat down but my mom agreed with me..
My mom wanted me to do my NS first.. so that i'll be free of that responsibility.and will be able to concentrate without the government interfering..but i i'm afraid that i'll be tired after my NS.. u noe what i mean? like okey.. dah no need to study anymore ah.. just work.. haha.. May Allah save me from that.. ameen.. scary scary.. haha..

it was a Friday night and i was walking towards my car.. Suddenly, my dad handed me a letter.. MINDEF singapore..NS REGISTRATION NOTICE NS REGISTRATION NOTICE NS REGISTRATION NOTICE was all over it.. Oh man.. i suddenly felt like singapore guns pointed towards me..
i feel so afraid to leave singapore.. ouh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

i have to register by 24 June.. so i register then fly off then get a letter then come back?? i'm so confused.. what to do huh?

and sorry blog.. had been busy and tired.. i update you soon kae.. =)

Ustaz iqbal very funny.. just now he was giving us some examples.. then a friend didnt manage to catch up.. so he ask Ustaz Iqbal to repeat..
Abdus Syakur-- ustaz boleh ulang.. Surah al-qadr' lagi??
Ustaz Iqbal (look at him -_-) then said-- Micheal Jackson.. ahahha.. so random seh.. tibe tibe micheal jackson.. haii..

wow.. the weather's soooo hot these days.. i can feel the heat even at night.. wow.. good thing it rained just now..alhamdulillah..

i miss that cute baby.. haha.. tmr must come to my house.. i wanna play with you.. but no drooling on me okey! ;)..

okey la.. i wanna shut down already.. bye bye.. i'll update again soon..

and JUNE!! COME QUICKLY!!!

hello blog.. nice to see u again..

today is sunday.. went to ikea.. my brother wanted to find some stuff for his camp.. like every single time he check out from camp..mustafa la, ikea la, ntuc la.. haha.. just like me..last time.. when i was studying abroad.. huahuahua.. my favourite place to buy my stuff--- MUSTAFA CENTER.. the thing i always have to buy--- new undergarments! hahahaha..(last time ah..=P)

and we also went to shieng siong..hai.. and challenger.. yup.. got the new AC powered USB hub..quite usefull.. u can charge ur ipod, wtih the comp switched off..

i wanna rest.. tired ah.. i'll update some time soon

Soo tired.. this is life iqbal.. nows the time to work hard for Allah, not for other then Allah.. Make more time for him.. then Allah will give u the higher position in the heavens.. when all the other ahlul Jannah will be jealous and look up to us (in the higher rank in heaven) and say 'i wish i had given more time for Allah'..

May Allah give us all a place beside rasulullah s.a.w insyaalah.. ameen ya rabbal alamin..

And happy birthday to my beloved mother.. =)..

ربنا انفعنا بما علمتنا رب علمنا الذى ينفعنا
رب فقهنا و فقه اهلنا و قربات لنا فى ديننا
مع اهل القُطرِ انثى و ذكر رب وفقنا و وفقهم لما
ترتضى قولا و فعلا كَرَمَا و ارزق الكل حلالا دائمَا
و اَخِلاَّءَ اتقياء علمَا نحظي بالخير و نكفى كل شر
ربنا و اصلح لنا كل الشؤن و اقِرَّ بالرضى منك العيون
و اقض عنا ربنا كل الديون قبل ان يأتينا رُسْلُ المنون
و اغفر و استر انتَ اكرم من ستر و صلاة الله تغشى المصطفى
من الى الحق دعانا و الوفا بكتاب فيه للناس شفا
و على الال الكرام الشرفا و على الصحب المصابيح الغرر

اللهم اهدنا بالهداك و جعلنا ممن يسارع فى رضاك
و لا تولنا وليًّا سواك ولا تجعلنا ممن خالف امرك و عصاك

و حسبنا الله و نعم الوكيل. و لا حول و لا قوة الا بالله العلى العظيم.
و صلى الله على شيدنا محمد و على اله و صحبه و سلم و الحمد لله رب العالمين.

I wanna sleep.. the only thing that's standing in my way is 'the fridge doctor'.. well he is operating on my fridge.. which is sick too.. like me.. haha.. i just have a flu.. my fridge, the heart is not working well.. haha.. anyways.. the others went.. leaving me alone with $200- not to order pizza hut but to pay 'the fridge doctor'

Hey! a new blog skin.. thanks to the computer freak.. haha..nice ah.. love it..

noo.. my nose.. its leaking.. like a tap.. i need to get my hands on a tissue every 30 secs.. its very very damn irritating.. i noe.. think i should smoke some gaharu.. it helps.. but.. ya i should..smoke.. hey its not cigarettes okey.. haha.. it help.. me at least..

hope it rains heavily today.. y? i donno.. it had been soo hot this few days.. there's not ice in the freezer..duh..its not working.. sigh..

okey.. gtg check on the doctor.. maybe he needs a nurse to assist him.. hahaha..

i can't believe it.. patience iqbal.. patience.. Only those who are patient shall receive their reward in full, without reckoning..(az-zumar)..bear that in mind.. be faithful to one.. istiqamah..

one time, i went to the gym at the Pasir Ris community center.. so 'canggih' that i dont know how to unlock the door.. and when i wanted to leave, i'm suppose to turn a switch..instead, i turn off the lights..soo paiseh seh.. everyone turned to look at me.. good thing i didnt press the alarm button..haha..
nonetheless, i prefer the SSC gyms.. they are much more better..
so random..

tonight.. i'm going nocturnal..woOoOo.. i wanna try khatam the quran in 1 night.. i can read 1 jus in approx 10-20 mins..take 15.. 15 times 30 juz= 450 hours= 7 hrs and 30 min.. wow.. then i'll.. just have to read a bit more faster.. insyaallah.. Allah help me!

since i said i'll spend abit more time on blogging, i'll just type a short post..

today, went to school as per normal, class khat,(dont worry.. my handwriting is still horrible..) haha.. sth unexpected happened today.. haha.. sigh..

wow.. today -soo tiring.. i slept in class just now.. right in front of ustaz, with not a single soul knowing i was asleep.. cool huh.. haha.. of course ah..i'm used to lectures that last for 3 hours.. soo..haha..tactics.. sleep la if the lecturer is sooo boring.. but the thing is.. ah.. its embarrassing.. dont wanna say.. haha..
i feel soo small when in tuesday's class.. i'm the youngest.. and they like to disturb me.. hahah.. nvm.. i day i'm gonna put up a huge prank on them all..muhahaha..
and remember.. solat witir before sleep.. 11 rakaat.. solat duha, solat nawafil qabliyah and baddiah.all four rakaat..
the key to solat khusuk is during the takbir and tahiyat..important..

okey.. dont get too long-winded iqbal.. need to do ur hafalan..good night everyone.. =)

hello blog.. havent be around lately huhh?? ahhaa.. blog.. i miss you.. and its time for both of us to start reconnecting.. haha.. huh? what did i just say?

okey.. some things i did the past few weeks..
1- celebrate mothers day with my grandmother
2- watch movie at the cinema till 3 in the morning
3- manage to read 10 jus(page 1 to 201) of the quran without looking.. yeah!
4- getting my leg NOT to swell up every time i come back from the gym..
5- buck up on my nahu
6- read more time magazine
7- restore my files on my computer
8- clean up my room
9- planed for my new house
10- manage to teach the neighbor some manners

huh... manny many more.. its very convenient to have the room.. i can study till late at night with no one bugging my, in the comfort of my own room..adn the night breeze.. ouh i'm gonna miss the night air here.. its just so beautiful u noe.. humm..

wow.. the holidays are near.. waa.. iqbal.. still 1 more month to the holidays and you are already talking about it??concentrate! dont lose ur concentration dude! haha..sorry ah.. i cant wait till holidays.. but.. i wont be around during the holidays.. maybe 1 week i'll be in singapore.. that would be fine with me!! yeah! haha..

school had been quite..maybe the same.. cant waste time in class now.. strictly no talking to friends or toilet. breaks.. u noe my toilet break would usually take bout 30 min?? we would end up buying a drink and start talking..ahahaha..

oooo.. love the rain.. love the sound of the rain, the smell of it.. the sound of thunder! something is happening here in singapore.. u guys better be careful..

hahah.. i remembered 1 time when habib umar and the guest came down to singapore, there was an emergency and i need to go find this habib.. when i met him, my tongue was like, stuck.for no good reason.i cant speak arabic all of a sudden..only my hands were talking.. Usamah Canon was there beside him both looking at me in ??????.. then Usamah Canon said 'u speak english?'.... what! i was sooo embarrassed..

alright.. happy mothers day to all mothers and mother of mothers and whoever had been mothers or whoever will be come mothers.. whatever..

We have sent down to thee the Book in truth, that thou mightest judge between men, as guided by Allah: so be not (used) as an advocate by those who betray their trust.
(105)

But seek the forgiveness of Allah; for Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
(106)

Contend not on behalf of such as betray their own souls: for Allah loveth not one given to perfidy and crime.―
(107)

They may hide (their crimes) from men but they cannot hide (them) from Allah, seeing that He is with them when they plot by night in words that He cannot approve: and Allah doth compass round all that they do.
(108)

Ah! These are the sort of men on whose behalf ye may contend in this world; but who will contend with Allah on their behalf on the Day of Judgment, or who will carry their affairs through?
(109)

If anyone does evil or wrongs his own soul but afterwards seeks Allah's forgiveness, he will find Allah Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
(110)

And if anyone earns sin, he earns it against his own soul: for Allah is full of knowledge and wisdom.
(111)

But if anyone earns a fault or a sin and throws it on to one that is innocent, He carries (on himself) (both) a false charge and a flagrant sin.
(112)

But for the Grace of Allah to thee and His Mercy, a party of them would certainly have plotted to lead thee astray. But (in fact) they will only lead their own souls astray and to thee they can do no harm in the least. For Allah hath sent down to thee the Book and wisdom and taught thee what thou knewest not (before); and great is the Grace of Allah unto thee.
(113)

In most of their secret talks there is no good: but if one exhorts to a deed of charity or justice or conciliation between men, (secrecy is permissible): to him who does this, seeking the good pleasure of Allah, We shall soon give a reward of the highest (value).
(114)

An-Nisa