Ouh my lord.. Help us..
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 / 10:59:00 AM

Oh my lord.. I'm helpless..
I seek from you, strength.. There is night except for you..

I'm feeling like throwing up right now.. i did throw up the past couple of hours..
it seem so long.. checking my phone every single minute.. even its on "extra loud"
I woke up worried and sad.. I cant seem to sleep properly now..
Sigh.. i wish that i could make time pass quickly.. its still a very long way..
and I'm afraid about what's going to happen in between those long years..
I'm such a coward..

I seek refuge form You ya Allah.. please don't change our hearts..
Don't let trouble get in our way.. We'll go through them together kae..
Soften their hearts.. Make space for love in their hearts..
Put out from them hatred and callousness.. Ya Allah Ya Kareem..
For You are the one who possess all the good attributes..

:'[.. see you soon..
Asalamualaikum..





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