فى قلبى فى حلومى

2010-09-05T06:38:00.001+08:00

all i want is u to tell me everythings gonna be ok before i go through this.. i'm scared..and only u can conform me..

2010-06-27T19:13:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Haven't been updating for quite some time now..sorry..

Anyws, I had a dream last night. I was memorising the my phonebook. I memorised all the numbers of my friends. It was cute. Then I woke up in the morning and speed dial my sis. But her name didn't appear and my fon jamed. I then found out I can't access my phonebook. It's gone. Hahah. Oh well.

I went to coffee bean one fine day and there was an Irish teen sitting facing me. I didn't see her till she came up to me asking to join me at my table. She sat and she was a nice girl. Then she said she wanted to buy sth for her dads birthday. We went together and ended up at a perfume shop. She bought 2 bottles of perfume, according to my taste and gave 1 to me. Till now, we are good friends. Hope you are doing fine Sue.. If ur reading this, please call me. =D

Hahah.. Kae u all yang lain, tak sebok.. Kae bye dah maghrib. =D

Massalamah

2010-06-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone. It's been a loooooong time since I updated.

FlashForward. I love that story. Watched them before and now, I'm watching them again. Just for ur info, If u'r reading my blog before the show, Mark Benford didn't die. He won't. I've read the book already and they belie each other. I enjoy the tv series more then the book.

Anyws, moving on. I'm having holiday right now and I'm not enjoying it. I wish I had flown off somewhere and have a break. Have a good time. Now I'm bored with nothing to do.

I have nothing more to say. Goodnight guys..

2010-05-28T09:09:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

You know, if ur not in Singapore, when they ask you where ur from, it means where were you born. I recalled a time I was studing, someone asked me where I'm from. I said I was from school. And the person gave me the looooong 'ooooohhh' and that 'are you selenge or something' face.

Ok that will the be the end of today, bye bye. xD

2010-05-26T01:20:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

This year, for hari raya, I'm going to use baju..what's the name for it? Kebaya? Yess.. Baju Kebaya.. Eh wait, kebaya is for woman kan? Ya ya baju kurung..and kain samping..hehe. =P for the first time.. If you Noe what I mean..

I woke up one day to the sound of my fon alarm. And it was written 'wake up, school' then I thought, omg, I sounded so kedi. Haha..

I realised sth now. My memory is made out of pictures. I don't noe if you get me. It seems hard for me to remember dates and birthdays and calenders. But I can remember a certain event vividly. The time the date.. Even if it's years ago. Let me give you en example. I met an old friend and I immediately recongise him and said, u went to umrah with me blah blah blah kan? He said he can't recall but the next time he met me, he showed me a picture of my taken during the umrah. And that was 10 years ago.
And I think in pictures. I need to get a picture in my head just to work it out. And it need concentration too.
Anyws, why am I sharing this with you? Haha..

I was lying down, the other day, on my bed resting for a while, and reading 'mysteri jam 12' blog, about Kak ehem and stuff. Then the said about hearing sounds of a duck outside the window. Haha. I finished reading and put my iPod a side and got up and heard a noise outside my window. It sounded like some birds making noise. I froze for a sec to listen to the sound carfully. All of a sudden my mom opened my door pakai her telekong solat. Alamakk.. Punye lahh terperanjat. Haha
I look out of my window and saw many birds..duh it was 8 in the morning..

Kae that's all for now, nights..

2010-05-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

بيم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I fell asleep while reading my book, in the bus, on the way to school this morning. Then I had weird dreams. I dream that there were monkeys chasing my bus. And the monkeys were the police. They were riding on bikes that we fueled by coconut oil. I can't believe how childish my mind was at that time.

The other day, I was in KL and was in the lift going up to my hotel room. I was thinking of soaking myself under the shower when I got back to my room. Suddenly the lift stoped at the tenth floor and the door opened. But there was no one there. I was a bit scared at that time. U noe, it's was very late at night and I bet u heard dozens of hotel ghost stories. I hit the 'close' button about a thousand time and the door shut. But it didn't go up. It stayed for a sec and the doors opened again. And there stood an Indian boy, around 10 years old. He had big bulging eyes. And he wore thick eyeliner. I backed to the back of the lift and he walked in, press the 11th floor and closed the door. I was looking down at him in horror till he exited the lift. I got off at the 13th floor and walk briskly towards my room. I wasn't sure whether I saw a ghost or was it a boy trying to play a prank on me.
The next day, I went to the restaurant for breakfast and saw the boy with his parents.. I was sooo relieved that I got myself a second serving. Hahah takde kene mengene relieve and makan banyak..

Alright that's all for now. I'm starving. Bye byee.. =]

2010-05-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Hey guys. Hope you are all doing fine with good health. Ahh blog. I had an urge to update you whilst walking toward the MRT station just now. Freaking annoying. I wanted to read in the MRT and ended up typing some lame post which I deleted upon reaching my station. Iskhh! Waste of time.

Anyws, I don't have anything to talk about. Rather buzy and..buzy.. Okey laa.. Byee.. And a special GOOD AFTERNOON to YOU reading my blog.. =P

2010-05-06T00:47:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I felt it comming. Can't hold it any longer. I got up, hurried to the toilet and switch the lights on. اللهم ان اعوذبك من الخبث و الخبائث and close the door behind me when suddenly a cicak fell from the ceiling and gave me a fright. Terus tak jadi.. -_-"

2010-05-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I called out one by one, begining with Nabil, asking their opinions till I reach that girl sitting beside Helmi. I fell awkward cause I forgot her name. I look at her and looked back at my file, wrote a few stuff (well, acted like I was writing) and said, "next".. Pheww.. Hahaha

I have a friend, Haniff. He a very hardworking guy, a year younger then me. One day, we were sitting down and Haniff was SMS-ing our Ustaz, as we told him to. Then he asked after receiving a reply "How do I say welcome in Arabic?" I as normal, very impertinent, promptly said لا سكر على واجب. The next day, he was scolded. Hahahah.. And I laughed the whole time. Very cute.

Goodnight..

2010-04-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Hello babes and dudes who have nothing better to do then read my dull and boring blog. Haha. *ouchh* haha.. I'm just kidding. Sorry to be bloging late.

Had been caught up with work..'so called' . I was so tired yesterday that I slept like a baby from 8 till 8 in the morning just now. And I mati2 ingat today was Sunday. And missed school. Oh well. Not many came to just now. Sooo yeah.

I told a friend just now about a time I won a car when I was studing in Indonesia. It's a long story. I was planning to blog about it, but I was just watching Flashforward and now I forgot what I was gonna write. And I'm already tired. Haha.

So I will end this post and continue with my work. Bye byee.. Allahhu hafiz.. ;P

2010-04-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

15th April..was the last time I blogger. I've been caught up in work lately.

Writing this in class right now as I'm real bored. Ustaz vanished behind the door and I'm waiting for him.

My dad was admitted to the hospital on Tuesday becuase of a minor accident at work. He fainted and hit his head. It bleed quite badly and..they stich his head up. Hahah..his wound laa.. =P. He's ok already.

Okey now I'm home. And I'm sleepy. A good effective way to freshen up, for mr at least, it to drink hot water. Tea, coffee, hot chocolate or even hot milk. Gonna make myself a cup of tea. =]

Zzz.. My blog is boring. Okey then. I'll post again when I have the time.. Bye bye.......zzzzzz

Yaa.. I forgot to post. I'll continue then.

Just now, I was sitting down in the living room plesantly having a glass if milk when suddenly my mom ask "eh u free ah" then I said. "oh nooo noo no" she said nothing and handed me a plastic bag with metal button sized plates. I was like huh? What's this. Then she said read the instructions. I then found out that it's a button. Self made. U noe the type the button is the same material with ur dress/baju? Yah tt type. It was quite fun. I completed 14 buttons in all. Cool.

I'm starting to feel bored already. Think I'm gonna hit the sack already.. Goodnight inhabitants of the universe.. =P

2010-04-15T00:10:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

How do you say some thing that's generally accepted in Islam somethings that's wrong? Rasulullah said, Allah hand is above the Jamaah. Can you pause for a moment and look back at yourself and can you see your faults? You tak boleh pikir ahh??

2010-04-11T21:52:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I'm really tired today. Didn't have enuf rest last night. Haha. It's weird ya know. When I'm really tired, I get weird dreams. One time I dreamt I slit some bad guy's throat. And blood gush out. Macam sembelih kambing. Scary sehh.

Anyws, while I was at home just now, 3 salesman come to my house while my parents were not is. First guys was selling some kuih. He gave up talking when he came to know that I don't have any cash. Then the second person came. Sh was from temasek poly. She said hi and I interupted and said, "you can say all you want but before that, I wanna say that my parents are not in and I don't have any cash". She looked at me in the eye and turn and walk off.. I shouted "bye. Good luck!" hahah. I guess I pissed her off". Hmmm kesian.. I did the same to the third guy.

Huhh.. I'm really tired and not in the mood to do my work. Kaee I don't have anything else to say. Goodnight.. =D

2010-04-07T21:18:00.002+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I came home today to find my brother asleep. Rather unusual. Usually, I would reach home to the sound of guns firing and grenades exploding. I would walk into my room to see him engaging the enemy with his mouth wide open. But today I found him asleep. I came to know that he just came back from the hospital and is suffering from gastric flu. Kesian. Allah yashfi. So no xbox on the big screen for the time being till he get well.

Kae lah. I wanna do my reading. Byee

2010-04-06T00:22:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I was reading my previous post. The one bout the 'twist'. And as u can see, There is no basmallah. It's a joke and it won't be nice for me to put it there. Contradicts with the adab. Haha. It's like reciting basmalah before drinking wine. Haha not that bad la but..u get the picture.

Today will be a buzy day. Tuesdays always are. And tmr evening classes will resume.

Okey then. Gotta get back to work. Take care everybody. Goodnight.(:

2010-04-05T02:43:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I posting in the wee hours of the morning. The main reason is that I can't sleep. And I have school tomorro. I'm also hungry and restless and cold and hungry and sleepy and fagged and hungry. Did I just mention hungry again? I guess I'm really hungry. But it's dark and I'm scared of the dark. -_-" me scared? Please for the sake of the food in the kitchen, I'm NOT scared. I repeat, NOT scared.

I'm talking rubbish. Really, I'm zonked out from allll those tablets whatever. Haha why am I repeating it? I'm talking like a drunk man. Ahh I'm not. I'm just hungry.

You know, my mom said Pearl Harbor is in Singapore. She mistook it as HARBORFRONT and mati2 cakap Pearl Harbor is in Singapore.

Ok guys I'm gonno drop dead now. Byee.. *bang*

2010-04-01T21:07:00.001+08:00

It's the Spring of 1957 and Bobby goes to pick up his date. He's a pretty hip guy with his own car. When he goes to the front door, the girl's father answers and invites him in. "Carrie's not ready yet. Why don't you have a seat? "Carrie's father asks Bobby what they're planning to do. Bobby replies politely that they will probably just go to the soda shop or a movie. "Why don't you two go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it! " Naturally, this comes as a quite a surprise to Bobby? so he asks Carrie's dad to repeat himself. "Yeah," says Carrie's father, "Carrie really likes to screw; she'll screw all night if we let her! "A few minutes later, Carrie comes downstairs in her little poodle skirt and announces that she's ready to go. Almost breathless with anticipation, Bobby escorts his date out the front door. About 20 minutes later, Carrie rushes back into the house, slams the door behind her, and screams at her father, "Dad, it's called the twist! "

Ha-Ha

2010-03-30T11:24:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

There's this 'free public wifi' on trains if you notice. But I can't seen to connect it. Oh well. Nevermind. Anyways, while I was in class just now, Ustaz Hasan suddenly steped into my class. Then smiled at me. After he left, the guy infront of me turned and ask, "tu bapak kau eh?" hahah.

I got an SMS while I was in class just now. It said - to start reciting surah al-ikhlas as masjid Aqsa has been surrounded by Israeli army. Yeah that's a good thing. May Allah protect our brothers there too but, looking at the situation, the Jews have been plotting. They've been digging towards masjid aqsa. And they are going to destroy masjid aqsa and then claim it as an accident. And it's stated in Hadith rasulullah.. What I think, you guys should WAKE UP and GET READY for the end of time. It's getting closer and closer. Don't just talk about this and get angry and in the end, do nothing. At least do something about yourself. May Allah bless us Allah with strength, ameen.

Okey, I'm reaching pasir ris. Byee..

2010-03-29T13:23:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Just came home from school..huhh..it's so hot. And guess who I say in the MRT, mydistantcousinwhodeletedmefromFB and....(pause to catch a breath) addedmebackwhenshefoundoutwearerelated. (you have to read that in one breath) hahah.

I had a dream while alseep just now. I dreamt an old friend of mine smsed me- 'fake smiles'. As if that dream had a meaning. And I can remember the dream vividly. Haah. I wonder.

Okey then. That's all for today. I wanna solat and I have to go out. See ya.

2010-03-25T01:48:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Hello again..

I hope it rains today..tonight. Then I can sleep till the rain stop. Allah is still gracious to us. When the weatherman says it will continue to be hot, Allah proves him wrong and pours his rahmah upon us. Ha-ha. Silly weatherman. =P

Alright enuf there. I have a current obsession. I'm obsessed with stickers and onions. Haha. It's kind of weird huh.. I would buy stickers when I come back from school and paste it on my helmet.. And I would eat roti prata with onions and lemon. Like eating baturah. And also obsessed with Hindustan movies and Gossip girl.xoxo, gossip girl. Haha. My sis says I'm gay. My bro says I'm soft but WHATEVER.... hahah.

I still have about 8 chapters to write, loads of clothes to iron and pack, Quran to murajaah, body to build, books to read and so on, but, i'm soooooo not into the mood. All I wanna do now is wake up for classes in the morning. (that's what I look forward to everyday). Go home and sleep or play xbox. Some one needs to push me.

Humm. I think I should stop here. There are many things I would like to say. Gosh I miss blogging. Okey then. Take care guys. =D

2010-03-23T16:35:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I'm not in the mood to blog now......... So bi taufiq..

I'm back

2010-03-21T01:55:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

As usual. The traditions of my blog. Basmallah before every post.

I left blogging last year and now I'm back. I don't care what people say about my blog. As long as I don't say anything forbided by the law.

Life's been pretty good since the last time I blogged. And time has stripped my off my skin. I'm a different person. Better and worst in respective ways.

I remembered saying put your mind over your body. It means put your what Allah had given you as in knowledge over your nafs and desires. You will take control of your life with Allah's help, insyallah.

That's all for now. I have someone important to attend to tomorrow morning and hope to be in my best condition. Goodnight.

السلام عليكم

2010-03-18T01:23:00.001+08:00

Coming (back) Soon.. :)

2009-11-02T21:24:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Wallah from now on I'm gonna change and be a totally different person.. No more mr nice guy.. I will not be nice to those who had hurt me.. I seek refuge from you Oh Allah.. I swear with your might and majesty..

2009-10-25T01:07:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Ohh Allah.. I just wanna forget.. I just wanna get over it..but I can't seem to.. It's been almost a year and my heart is still wounded.. I don't think it will ever be fixed.. Oh Allah the most loving, give me strenght to overcome this.. I still love her..but it's killing me.. I don't noe what to do.. Help me oh Allah.. T_T

2009-10-23T14:32:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم..

I just came back from jumaah and it is wajib for the men to inform the women what the khutbah was about.. So i will be an informer for today.. The khatib reminded us to be afraid of Allah..and strengthen our iman.. Dah.. That's all.. *sound of the buzzer (teeeeeet)*.. Very2 bad informer.. I'm fired.. Hahah..

My bicycle broke down on Tuesday.. Andd..it's quite bad.. The primary gears just came off..just like that.. Like it was time for it to die.. Went to repair at white sands and the person said it's loose.. How come loose? The bike it's just a month old.. Haiyoo.. He said I need to change the whole thing inside the I donno what it is called... -_-".. so I guess no more cycling from pasir ris to serangoon and cycling to school.. So sad.. =(..

I have a ghost story for u to read.. But u have to promise to read it till the end and no cheating.. This story was told by my friend a taxi driver..

"one day, I was driving for the night shift.. It was 1 in the morning on a cold Friday night.. I was stopped by a woman wearing a white dress.. I stopped and the woman got into the taxi.. There was a nice smell when she got it.. After some time driving, there was a very bad smell comming from the passenger seat.. I was so afraid that I didn't dare to look behind.. I was told "malam2 kalau ade bau wangi ke bau busuk, diam aje..jangan ditegur".. We were driving along the old bidadari graveyard when suddenly she told me to stop.. I said "u can alight without paying.." My foot was on the gas lever waiting to speed off once the passenger close the door.. I never heard the door close.. All of a sudden, I was startled by a knock on the window.. I wind down the window, and she was holding $20 in her hand and said.. "maaf ya abang.. Tadi bau busuk tu saya terkentot!" kae kae lame.. Haha..

Till here then.. I need some rest.. Okey then.. Goodbye.. Have a nice day.. =D

2009-10-21T18:11:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم
اعوذ بك يا الله، من شر نفسي

People nowdays are just so dumb and stupid, the are blinded by a certain position or goodness they attain.. They listen on a wise mans words, like listening to a DJ on the radio.. They read the Quran for the sake of reading.. Be knowned, the Quran will be a hujah for you or againts you.. That's means, the Quran will be fighting FOR you to enter paradise or fighting AGAINTS you and put you in hellfire.. U can see you own status in this life..

2009-10-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

It's been a while since I blogger.. Last
post was..17th.. Oh yeah.. Right..

Sooo.. How have everybody been doing?Hopefully everyone is doing fine.. May Allah bless you all with health, good tidings and Iman insyallah..

Okey let's start of with today.. I did not go to school today despite it's strong temptation pushing my out of bed.. Well it did get me out of bed..but I was sneezing like a cow.. It was so bad that I needed to wrap myself up with my blanket and my mom's blanket.. I can't stand cold.. Even if the water heater is on at full blast, I'll still be sneezing like a cow.. Once my chest is cold, it's bye bye to school and hello tons of packets of tissue.. It's bad.. The doctor said I need to exercise in the morning constantly.. He also said bout 80% of the teens in Singapore have this problem.. They need to wake up early in the morning..haha..

I was in a car one day and there was a..car.. A lancer I think..or was it a yellow cow? It sound like a big nucleur-powered pepper grinder.. It sounded horrible.. Not only that.. The lights went green and we were acelerating faster.. The lancer was loud but moving at the speed of 1 meter per year! Huhh.. Merepekk..

Humm.. I have many many more stories I wish I could share with you..but.. Nvm.. I wanna sleep now.. Good night.. Sweetdreams.. =)

2009-10-17T03:18:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم..

Alhamdulillah, Allah granted me with good health to be right here now, nit yet asleep at this time.. Heh, and to worship him..and update my blog.. Heheh

I'm nt asleep yet.. Yeahh.. The usual..

Hope eveyone is having a good time..those just finished their exams, those having holiday..anyws, tmr is Saturday..deepavali.. It's a holiday.. Except for me...nvm..
Tmr I'm heading to KL..AGAIN.. but, tmr I'll be going to kl with the tahfiz dudes.. We were invited for hi-tea.. So..pergi la.. Maulana will also be there.. Haha.. Okey.. I feel like playing the x-box.. Kindda..lame right now..

I did sth kindda intresting just now..I solat subuh, 50 rakaats, zohor, asar, maghrib, and isya, 20 rakaats respectively.. Haha.. Niat qada'.. Cause maybe I tertinggal solat smtimes and tak perasan.. Subuh tu lebih2 sikit ah.. Faham2 je la.. Ehe.. And I think it's enuf ah.. For now just sunnah prayers ah.. Till maybe after 10 years later, can go this again..

I have nth else to talk about.. No mood ah.. Laila saeed..goodnight everyone.. =)..
الله الله معكم بالخيرات

2009-10-13T22:03:00.001+08:00

Just something to put a smile on ur face..

Dad: Son, come in here, we need to talk. Son: What's up, Dad?

Dad: There's a scratch down the side of the car. Did you do it? Son: I don't believe, if I understand the definition of "scratch the car", that I can say, truthfully, that I did not scratch the car.

Dad: Well, it wasn't there yesterday, and you drove the car last night, and no one else has driven it since. How can you explain the scratch? Son: Well, as I've said before, I have no recollection of scratching the car. While it is true that I did take the car out last night, I did not scratch it.

Dad: But your sister, Monica, has told me she saw you back the car against the mailbox at the end of the driveway, heard a loud scraping sound, saw you get out to examine the car, and then drive away. So again I'll ask you, yes or no, did you scratch the car? Son: Oh, you mean you think you have evidence to prove I scratched it. Well, you see, I understood you to mean did "I" scratch the car. I stand by my earlier statement, that I did not scratch the car.

Dad: Are you trying to tell me you didn't drive the car into the mailbox? Son: Well, you see sir, I was trying to drive the car into the street. I mishandled the steering of the car, and it resulted in direct contact with the mailbox, though that was clearly not my intent.

Dad: So you are then saying that you did hit the mailbox? Son: No sir, that's not my statement. I'll refer you back to my original statement that I did not scratch the car.

Dad: But the car did hit the mailbox, and the car did get scratched as a result of this contact? Son: Well, yes, I suppose you could look at it that way.

Dad: So you lied to me when you said you did not scratch car? Son: No. No, that's not correct. Your question was "Did I scratch the car?". From a strict legal definition, as I understood the meaning of that sentence, I did not scratch the car... the mailbox did... I was merely present when the scratching occurred. So my answer of "No" when you asked "Did I scratch the car" was legally correct, although I did not volunteer information.

Dad: Where did you learn to talk like a complete idiot? Son: From The President of the United States

2009-10-13T19:15:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Things I brought to school today..

1- a packet of tissue
2- vicks
3- another packet of tissue
4- eye-mo
5- vaseline lip therapy
6- panadol flu
7- detol hand sanitizer
8- and another 3 packets of tissue..

I was having a very bad flu and I learnt my lesson.. Weird huh? Next time I'm gonno use a mask so others won't get infected.. Hahah..

My mom and bro will be going out later.. Where? JALAN RAYA! Do people still jalan raya at this time? Well we still do.. Hahha.. I feel like going but I'm very very tired.. Gonna retire early today..insyaallah.. =D..

Okey then.. Take care everyone.. =D

2009-10-13T01:25:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

رب أعوذ بك من همزات الشياطين، و أعوذ بك رب ان يحضرون

I seek refuge from you dear lord from the evil of the devil and anything that can cause harm.. Oh god most powerful..

I had a dream the other day.. It was bad.. I dreamt that I killed someone.. A bad lady.. And somehow I was also killed.. Then just now after sch, I was so tired from the long trip the pervious day, I slept after my zohor prayers.. Then I dreamt that I was alive again and I was questioned about that lady and apprehended.. Then many bad things happened after that.. I woke up at six, with tears in my eyes.. Tears of fear to Allah.. That dream was definately syaitan la'natullah alaihi hard at work.. I was so afraid and my whole body was shaking.. Cause most of my dreams do come true..and I don't want to kill anyone.. I hope that dream won't.. Was not in a good mood too after I woke up..

Dreams, there are 2 types.. The ones from Allah and the ones from syaitan.. It is quite easy to distinguish between them.. A dream from Allah, will only take place at night, more likely to happen when a person tertido when praying or reading the Quran or tasbih-ing.. The sleep where every second of the sleep, u get pahala.. A dream from Allah is a blessing for us.. It's either a warning or good news..

The ones from syaitan can take place anytime when someone is asleep.. Morning afternoon or night.. It will happen when someone forget to read ayat kursi or doa tido before sleeping.. It also comes with a pakage deal.. Good dreams and bad dreams.. So u will never noe.. Ur sweet dreams may be just syaitan hard at work.. May Allah protect us all from the evil of syaitan.. Ameen..

And may Allah bless u to wake up for tahajjud.. Goodnight readers..

2009-10-11T23:32:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Was so honoured to be Maulana's cameraman for the night at his house.. Maulana gave me his camera and my bro, his videocamera.. It was GREAT la seyy! Hahah.. I took pictures of almost EVERYONE there! Phew..
I meet Fatimah.. Ooo.. I missed her so much.. Nvm.. December holidays, we hang out together kaee? =D

Another topic.. Every child and growup wants.. MONEY! DUIT RAYA! haha... Before we would leave a house, we would peek at the elderly's hand, hoping to see a little envelop.. Kan kan kan! Don't deny it! Hahha.. My bro, my mom and I would go jalan raya after I finished school at 12 during the weekdays.. So dah ah.. Then ah, quite a few times, my bro dapat duit raye, and I DIDNT! haha.. We were both stunned.. In the car bro would say, 'hah! Iqbal tak dapat duit raya I dapat!' hahah. Maybe I look older then my bro and I also look matured and the way I dress up is as if i'm am working as an Ustaz ke ape.. Kire kan dah habis belajar ah konon.. Padahal belum.. Hehehe.. Kelakar nyer.. Hais.. Tapi takpe laa.. I tak kisah pon.. I myself kasi duit raya kat budak2 kecik.. Sayang budak2 ni.. Moga berkat dah berjaya dunia dah akhirat.. Ameen

Right now, I'm in the car on the way home.. Time now is 0:50.. Estimated time of arrival, 2.15.. My bro is at the wheel pushing the car to the fullest.. Reaching speeds of 170kmh.. Humm that's the speed of a small passenger plane during take off.. It's pitch dark outside with not many cars.. The sky is..star-less..

What shall I do now ah? I noe! Tido ah then ape lagi??!.. Hahah.. Kae la... I'll post when I reach home..
And now, it's 20 hours since I've reached home and I have not posted this.. Hahha

I think I wanna post somemore..

Woo.. Flashfoward.. Cool show.. I'm gonna watch the whole thing..tmr insyallah.. So it won't distract me.. Like it did to me now.. Haha.. Okey then.. Good night everyone.. =D

2009-10-09T18:54:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Words, they are powerful.. Just one word can make u feel as if a sword is piercing into ones heart.. With one word also can it also make us believe a lie.. Rasulullah said every talk has it's wrong.. Every wrong is a sin and every sin will be judge in hellfire.. Oh Allah, I seek ur protection from talking alot and making sins.. Forgive me from all sins past, present and future..

2009-10-07T13:06:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Ahhh... The cold morning breeze swept across my room and against my bare chest.. Forcing me to get up with a cold.. And sneezing all day long.. Huhh..

Everyone heard? MKS caught fire? Humm.. Kesian.. My ex school.. And they just renovated it..and darul quran will be closer for at least 6 mths.. Thinking of it ehh.. Humm.. Nvm.. The truth will always come out.. For now, we will keep quiet..
MKS is a nice place to be in.. Very big, quite and peaceful..the enviroment it much better then at darul aman.. Hopefully the tahfiz students there won't get transfered to our place..

As u all noe my pc kaput-ed and I use my iPod to excess the web and fb and all that.. And it's a full touch screen..screen.. So dah biase ah nak ape2 tekan je kat screen.. Then yesterday, I was using my bro's laptop, a pop-up popped up.. I literally lift up my finger and touched the screen to close the pop-up.. Macam E.T.. selenge sehh kite ni.. Hahaha..

Eh eh.. Nak dengar teka-teki tak? Kenape dinosaur extinct?
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Dapat tak?? Sebab setiap minggu ultraman bunuh satu! Hahah.. Kae merepekk.. Hhaha.. Humm kae la.. I nak solat then nak makan then nak pergi gym! Hehe.. Okies!! Take care everyone..maasalam.. =D

2009-10-05T23:38:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم..

Why do you have to think that ur so big? So powerful? That you won't fall? That u will stay strong, healthy and wealthy? Remind ourself that we are just the outcome of a big bang that happened billions of years ago and we are just some dust particle created by it. Remind ourself that we were formed from a sperm cell generated by lust, from a place that urine comes out.. Remind ourself that we are made from clay, the same thing we step on everyday.. Remind ourself that one day we will die and all of it will be gone.. We are weak compared to the all-mighty..stop being such a snob..

Sorry bout that people.. I'm so tired ahh.. I'll tell u more bout my day soon.. Take care everyone.. =D.. Ws..

2009-10-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Feeling damn tired... I went swimming in the morning then work out with fauwaz.. For the very first time I saw him in a single and saw him running..as in run running.. Heheh.. Then we went blah blah blah.. Then dah ah.. We parted at paya lebar..

I went visiting with the tahfiz dudes.. Met Khidir.. He just came back from Yemen.. His face, hair all changed.. Hahha.. And I think the budak2 tahfiz takleh keluar same2 ah.. They tak bersatu hati.. Susah nak cakap.. Haizz.. And also the tahfiZ dudes saw the super bad side of me when I TENGKING my friend.. Semua orang terkejot.. Tak sangke Iqbal yang lemah lembut boleh jadi marah macam ni.. Well that's what u get from me when u kurang ajar with Ustaz and takde adab and lagak macam orang yang terror.. Haizz.. Nasib tangan tak jalan.. Sabar2.. And that time tengah marah, I teringat ayat dari surah furqan-

و عباد الرحمان الذين يمشون على الأرض هوناً و أذا خاطبهم الجاهلون قالوا سلاماً

Ayat ape tak sure ah.. Sorry ah to those yang tak faham bahasa Arab.. Nak tau buka terjemahan quran surah furqan, nearing the last pages of that surah ah..

Humm.. What a day.. Wish I could have recorded the whole today and reply in on the DVD.. Heheh..

Oh well till here then.. Take care my friends.. Goodnight.. =D

2009-10-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

2009-10-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم..

Awww.. U guys missed me! So sweet of u all..
Haha..

Something is wrong with my facebook on iPod.. Just touch the news feed tab and there u go.. Nothing! They said 'no recent posts' -_-".. Ohh well. Just wait till tmr..If it's still there, I'll writen to apple..

On thursday, uhh.. Nth much happened..
Friday, was the first time I cycled to school.. 11km of cycling.. It was great though.. Haha.. Can't wait for Monday to come..
Yesterday, we went jalan raya..malam at 12 we watch surrogate.. It was a good show.. I liked it.. But the sad thing was that there were no more popcorn.. Hehe.. i actually just wanted to eat popcorn.. If I knew there were no popcorn, I wouldn't have gone..haha
Today, I went jogging in the morning, came home and slept till 2.. Woke up, shower, get change then went for maulid.. We had guests after that.. =D..
Tmr.. I'll be going to the gym..with fauwaz..if his parents allow him to.. Then will be going out with my frienda in the afternoon.. Then after that, I have no plans.. My parents will be going to johor.. I think it's a waste if time.. Confirm jam..hummm..

What else? I'm bored ahh.. Malam2 gini, boring pulakk.. Humm.. Okey laa.. Till here then.. Goodnight to the dudes and babes reading my blog.. Take care everyone.. Ws..

2009-09-30T20:32:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I just bought a new bike..and my bro just bought a new x-box.. Alhamdulillah. Praises be to Allah.. So happy.. I remember when I was smaller, my dad would bring us out to toys-r-us and allow us to buy anything from the store.. We were small and not greedy so we only bought 1 stuff..except Adibah.. She will never be satisfied with what she have.. Then I would pick a batman action figure or the batmobile or anything that has batman in it.. Hahah.. Then.. Ya ahh.. That was when my father had money and I was pri 1.. But now we buy our 'toys' with our own money.. But alhamdulillah.. We are happy with it.. =D

I bought a bicycle for transport to school.. I would cycle from pasir ris to eunos via tampines and bedok reservoir.. Looking forward to it.. Agrhh.. I have a headache and I think I'll retire after this post.. Humm.. Okey then.. Nights everybody.. =D

2009-09-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم..

I will never forget today.. U noe why? Cause I met my sedara2.. Hahah.. And found new ones.. Like I found out the i and my ustaz, Ustaz mihdar sedara! Esok jumpe kat sekolah nak panggil dier cousin! Eh tak salah.. Uncle laa.. Kae it's super complicated ah.. Ustaz mihdar's grandmother or mother is the anak angkat or sth like that with my granduncle's mother..I think ade jugak blood relation ahh..takpe esok I tanye my mom again..XD Allahu'alam.. U noe la orang dulu2.. They bukan macam sekarang.. Suke je jadi adik angkat or kakak angkat or abang angkat.. Macam boleh beli dari kedai then taknak boleh buang.. Hehe.. Dulu2 anak angkat dorang betul2 anak angkat.. Jage dari kecik sampai besar.. And jugak jumpe some cousins.. Ade yang..waaa..lawa nye cousinku ini.. Ade yang...waa..abang ni pernah dapat top in singapore ahh..sekarang jadi doctor.. And yang, oh kakak ini belajar kat azhar..wahh bes ahh.. Boleh tumpang tanye2..ade yang belajar kat NTU and kat NUS ade kat Australia.. And banyak jugak my sedara ade kat Australia..anddd ade jugak yang bernama IQBAL!! Wooo.. Tapi pening kepala sehh nak tau ni semua.. Tapi takpe.. I want to keep in contact with all my sedara2 semua.. =D.. Hehe..

And sekarang I penat giler.. Semalam tido kul 3.. Biase ah takleh tido.. Then bangun pagi dah gi sekolah.. Sampai sekarang belum tido lagi..

Humm.. Okey laa.. I think I NEED to sleep right now.. Kae nights to readers and to all my sedara IN THE WORLD!! Thankyou Allah.. Ws..

2009-09-28T23:44:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Today is the 28th..waking up in the morning feels....odd.. Feels like I have sth on today..what is it what is it??... Humm... Oh yaa!! SCHOOL!!! Uhhh.. The problem is, I kindda forget where is school.. Is it at eunos or is it at everton? I can only remember the last time I went to school was like...AGES.. Hahahahah...

Oh well...

Okey I was suppose to post that when I reached sch, but unfortunately, there was no connection.. So yeahh.. I wanna talk somemore and express my..what I think is not right with the system nowadays..

Uhh.. Takpe ahh.. Tengah fed up ah.. Kae nights everyone..
Ws..

2009-09-26T19:11:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Today is the 26th sept.. I would like to wish Adibah, hj Gofar and hj Ayob happy birthday.. Although they don't read my blog,maybe just Adibah, I'll just put it up here..

I'm in the car now with my bro at the wheel and me in the back seat.. Heading towards the west.. Jalan raya/maulid.. And..yeah.. I don't really have anything to post except that I'm very buzy with socializing and working out and hafaling..
I am very worried with my Quran.. After memorizing them, I have to remember them for life.. Like seriously for life.. And I can remember only about a fifth of what I've memorized..and that is just extremly disturbing.. Even at houses, my iPod will be in my hand and I'll be hard at work..reading of course.. The Quran is unlike the Hadith or matans.. They, once u memorized them, they will stick ur head and u will be able to recall it with a snap of the toe..(hehe) whereas the Quran, won't.. U have to be consistant in reading them..even when u think "okey, I think I've memorized it pretty well..and I have it in my head already" actually, u haven't.. And not to mention, it's a sin to forget a single ayat from the Quran..a big sin.. So.. U noe..

Okey.. I'm reaching soon.. Masjid Firdaus first for asar prayers..this mosque, holds many memories.. Like the first bia'ah(oath) I took when I was pri 3 ke pri 4.. And the first pic I took with him.. And camp with my friends..and and and.. Masyaallah..

I'll post once I get a connection..insyaallah.. Selamat hari raya.. Take care everybody.. =D..

2009-09-24T19:03:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

1100.. Woke up from my sleep, shower a second time and cleared my room.. Took breakfast/lunch..

1330.. Headed out to the pool after my zohor prayers..

1415.. Swimming..

1500.. Got out of the pool and went up to the gym..

16.30.. Enuf with that for the day.. Solat asar at ghufran..

after that I didn't look at the time already.. After solat I went to tampines mall.. To buy Adibah's birthday present.. Instead I went to time zone and then watched a movie... Haaha.. In the end, I was tired and headed home.. And didn't buy anything for her..Zee.. Hahaha..

Kae la.. Nanti I free I post again ahh.. Dah nak maghrib.. =D okey selamat hari raya..

2009-09-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Ahlan everyone.. Eid Mubarak! selamat hari raya.. Uhh.. It's raya and I'm taking this opportunity to appologise for anything I post on my blog that's, uhh, that's not suppose to be said or mengumpat or what so ever.. Maaf zahir batin, dalam luar, atas bawah, kiri kanan semua ahh.. =D

And sorry I haven't post for quite a while.. 2 days.. Well i use to update my blog everyday..no saying that I'm an active blogger, but I try to blog anywhere when I'm free..like right now, I'm posting on the mrt..dah type panjang2, save.. Dapat wifi je, post.. =D

Today is day no 3.. Woke up this morning with my mom screaming at me.. She lost her key and blame me for it.. HOW UNFAIR SEH.. Asal boleh je cakap.. Then she even say "dah lah tak bangun subuh!" whoo.. My blood was boiling.. I went stringht to the shower and got changed after that.. Then I went out..
Me and my tahfiz friends, we are going out today and tmr.. So yup.. I was early and pissed so I took breakfast at macdonals and tried to clear my head.. Just ate a hashbrown..and I was off to meet my friends at bukit panjang.. We will be heading to rahman's house first.. Rahman Is my only friend in Singapore, who has the same mindset as me.. And did I tell u he'll be going ns with me, that will be SOO COOL LA SEY! haha..

Uhh Saturday, was the last day of tarawih.. I was at the masjid as usual.. Nth intresting really happened.. Did I tell u I got into a fight? I was waliking peacefully to the gym when suddenly someone pushed me from behind so hard that my head hit the hard floor..I was also punched in the face and the stomach.. And was held down to the ground that I thought I was going to be raped by the 2 guys.. It was just a miss understanding so I forgive them.. =)

Saturday night was malam raya.. Uhh.. Went for last min shopping with my bro at musthafa center.. Bought a few shirts and inner shorts and a shaver.. The night I went to masjid as per normal each year.. That night I was asleep already.. I openedy eyes to the sound of girls giggling..and Ustaz Fouzy facing me, right in front of my face.sleeping la of course.. Terperanjat beruk seh.. Terus bangun, whudu and siap of qiam.. Phew.. Hahah.. Those last ten nights with Ustaz Fouzy was great.. I miss it already..=[..

Sunday, solat raye then jalan raye.. Monday pon same..

Today also jalan withy friends.. Dah pon sampai rumah rahman.. Okey ah.. I'll post again tmr or sth insyaallah.. Asalamualaikumm.. =)

P.s.. I was suppose to post this just now but I forgot all about it.. So forgetful of me..

2009-09-19T00:41:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

That's no doubt bout it.. I'm soo tired and my head is spinning like a...like that little kid spinning in circles... Hahah.. Okey la..

Bye.. Nights everyone.. May Allah give us a good najjah in this ramadan and accpetance in all our amal and repentance from all sin.. آمين، يا رب العلمين..

2009-09-17T00:26:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Hi guys.. Sorry to be posting late at night..

Kae.. I had my Iftar today with the tahfiz dudes.. Cik Rahim, he so sweet seyy.. He took for me air katira.. Then eh, they gave out murtabak, as berkat ah.. The Cik Rahim so cute he wrote on his plastic, 'ni aku punye, dilarang oleh orang2 selain Cik Rahim..lol.. He was just kidding laa as usual..

Kae right now, I'm sitting with Fauwaz kat masjid alkaff.. I remembered a time, when we were in solo.. Fauwaz always had a headache or migrane.. Then one day, Ustaz Ali al-jufry told him to go see habib ali Al-Habshy.. Ustaz ali said bring with us 2 biji telur ayam kampung, and a water bottle..(tak tau la kenape sampai sekarang) So okey, fauwaz, nawfal, hadi and I set off to habibs house..which is in the city and we were up on a mountain..quite far ahh.. Kae skip to the habibs house.. Sampai rumah habib, we duduk, habib layan us.. Then we ate lunch at his house.. Dah semua, fauwaz malu nak cakap his intention of going to the habibs house in the first place..nawfal yang kene cakapkan..
Then naufal belum habis cakap lagi, fauwaz dah keluarkan the 2 biji ayam kampung tu! Boleh susun pulak depan-depan habib.. Kelakar tengokkan Si fauwaz ni.. Si nawfal terus terdiam and habib tercengang tengok telur2 di susun depan matenye.. "eh ape ini telur2?!" pekhh.. Hahahahahah.. Haii cute sungguh kawanku ni.. Nasib Ustaz Ali tak suruh bawak ayam panggang! Hahahah..

Qiam kat masjid bez tau.. Lagi2 malam raye.. Dulu ah malam raye bez.. Main bunga api.. Lagi dulu I sekolah kat Malaysia, then balik, bawa balik mercun( firecrakers) bezz.. Then main kat masjid.. Sekarang dah besar mainnye lain sikit.. Duduk bual2 lepak2.. Haha.. Abis I ingat 1 time I qiam with my friends kat darul Quran MKS.. We qiam ahh.. Then eh.. At 2.30, tibe2 boleh dengar lagu beyonce.. All the single ladies.. Maka hairan lah diri ku ni terfikir mane datang lagu ni?kat masjid lagi..tengah2 malam lagi.. Rupe2 alarm another friend.. Hahah..ade lagu tu.. Last last,dier switch off the alarm then sambung tido.. Semangat nak bangun tapi tak bangun.. Hahah.. Then later abis ade suare azan la, orang bace Quran la, and suare2 burung laa.. Tapi semua tak bangun.. Haiss.. Qiam last2 jadi camping.. Haha..

Haii.. Hey I have a riddle for you..
Q- How do you tickle a rich kid?
A- You say "Gucci Gucci Gucci!"
Haha.. Kae I guessed what u all would say..-lame.. Kan kan kan?? Hahah

Kae la..I shall post again next time.. Good night.. Till I post again! Haha.. Ws..

2009-09-15T06:41:00.001+08:00

Dalam hati Iqbal "nak gi sekolah tak eh? Tak yah eh? Kalau gi pon, takde ape2 nak dihafalkan.. Nanti pon buzy ade banyak kerje.. And kat sekolah pon Ustaz kasi kite tido kat class.. Bezz ah.. Pergi ah.. Sampai sekolah boleh tido.. Eh ni salah ni.. Astaughfirullah.. Syatan syatan!! Eh Ramadan takde syatan..uhh! Kae kalau gitu takyah go sekolah laa..takde syatan!.. =D" (18 and above only) yang kecik2, yang ade exam kene gi sekolah.. =P

2009-09-15T01:09:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

I was sitting in the bus 88 peacefully when suddenly, a chinese lady sat beside me.. Then she tap me on the arm and said.. "don't come here.. It's not good for you.." I was like huh? What the heck?! Then I asked why? She said "ya la don't come here.. It's no good for you.. The Chinese people in ang mo kio like to find fault LOR.." then she talk so loud everybody in the bus look at us.. So paiseh sehh.. Then she look at them all an say.."not intrested la.. You all can fuck off" what the heckk!!! Hahaahh.. Macam nak kene tumbuk sehh.. Hahah.. I buat bodoh..pakai balik my earpeice.. Then dah ah dier pon diam.. Then she tap me again.. "so where are u going hor?" "braddel" then she said bye.. Like wth! Can wave bye bye some more! Hahaa.. Haiizz.. She turun, semua orang ketawakan ku.. Malu seyy.. Hahahah..

Tonight's the 25 night.. Malam2 ganjil.. So yeahh.. Last 10 night i qiam at masjid.. Soo yah.. Penat gilerr.. Then hari raya like last year.. My cuzz said "Iqbal how long have you not sleep??" haha.. Oh well.. Ramadan come once in a while.. Don't miss it la seyy.. Merepek..

I did not go to school just now.. Cause I as super tired and arghh!! I really hope someone will offer me a good massage.. Some please..*make pathetic face* haha.. And my house is in a mess! But tadi I put up the new curtains, wipe and clean all the windows and the blinds, in the rooms and the hall..and also cooked for buke.. Tmr, I hope I can ponteng again, but tmr is like the last day of school.. Wednesday ade school function, Thursday, dah holiday.. Until 1 week after raye.. Soo.. Haha.. Ahh.. Nvmm. Come what may.. =D

Kae ahh.. I think I better get some sleep.. Goodnight!

posting from masjid alkaff.. Syahrul Mubarak..

P.S all the best to those having exams..we here always pray for u and all of us to achieve in ur exams.. =).. Goodnight..

2009-09-13T00:36:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Waah.. Can't express how tired I was.. I was so tired, my sis said.. "Iqbal.. U were snoring".. Actually, I never snore while asleep.. Seriously.. Ask ur siblings if u tak percaya.. Just now was maybe the first time.. And I slept like a baby.. Huhh.. I didn't go for khataman quran at lor K not at alkaff.. I woke up and check my fon, 14 miss calls and 8 text messages.. Never been so tired for so long.. Hahah.. Now I complain.. Ape je Iqbal ni.. Hahah
Tmr's gonna be another super busy day.. *sigh*..

Kae now nak mandi and siap gi qiam.. My parents and my bro dah kat sane.. So I think I'll take the cab..takpe la bayar lebih sikit.. Kae take care everyone.. Stay happy.. =).. Asalamualaikum..

2009-09-12T17:52:00.001+08:00

Malasnye nak kene masak..where did mommy go? -_-" nak makan ape? Order je la eh? Kae selamat berbukee

2009-09-12T07:31:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Good morning.. I'll just make a short post.. Came back from qiam bout 20 mins ago.. Baru habis mandi.. Fresh.. At 7.40, sm1 cming to pick me up.. The go tilawah.. Then ade talim..sahih albukhari.. Thenn.. Zohor kene gi jurong..sorang2..naik MRT lagi.. =\.. khataman Quran..sekolah nye..then isya' lagi, kat Abdul aleem.. Lor K.. Then malam sikit kat alkaff.. So khataman quran 3 times.. Hehehe.. Kalau bulan2 biase, maulid.. Bulan Ramadan, khataman Quran pulakk.. Alhamdulillah Allah keep me busy with stuff that makes me closer to him..nt some dunia stuff..or whatever.. =D.. Alhamdulillah..

Kae ah.. Stop here.. I nak siap.. Then nak tunggu kat bawah awal2.. Nak nikmati angin laut..angin segar.. WS..

P.S.. Haven't slept for 50 hrs and counting.. Hopefully dumpy don't find out.. Hahah..

2009-09-10T18:28:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Heyy guys!! Lapar tak? Takpe.. Jap lagi boleh buke kae? Kalau siape2 bace my blog dah buke then..then then la.. Haha.. Kae lame..

Firstly I would like to wish my dear and close friend, Sweet Sakinah, sanah helwa!! Happy birthday! Allah bless youu!! Dah SMS panjang takyah repeat ah.. Hehe..

I just got of the fon with Abdur Rahman..anddd..his fon tu takde caller ID.. So everytime I call him he kene tanye.. Ni siape?.. Then tadi I was in the giler mood and said "sally here!" LOL! So merepek seh.. Abis la.. The next time we meet up, confirm kene panggil sally..haha.. Anyws, i won't get mad.. And u all dah tau, jangan panggil ku sally pulak! Siap kau nanti! Haha.. JK..

Kae I offically finished cleaning the fish tank.. Or also called, aquarium.. -_-"..lame.. Kae and noe it's clean buttt... Kae ah.. Tak jadi nak capak but.. Tak baik pulak kan nanti.. Humm.. =D..heheh..NYEK! (bunyi ape tu) =P..kae la kite cakap.. Alfatihah to 3 ekor goldfish and 2 ekor tigerfish..alfatihah~~heheheheh.. Eh jangan.. Haha

Kae I cerita la sikit.. I went out, after school, looking for white pebbles and rocks for the fish tank.. I went by the bus, all the way to the fish shop near the library, but unfortunately, there were no rocks to be found.. So I walk towards the big big shopping center.. Then I entered tampines 1 for the first time.. Haha.. Nth much there.. Only expensive woman's stuff.. Kae then I walk all the way to street 44..Which is very very far.. Then I entered a few shops and nope..takde..huhh.. Macam nak give up.. But I found a shop..eventually selling the stuff I need.. Hahahaz.. Then I walk back home.. From tampines to pasir ris.. Rase jauh tak?! Hehehe..actually tak.. Kalau pandai macam Iqbal.. ;D..

I slept early yesterday.. And I tibe2 woke up in the middle of the night, crying.. I donno.. Rase sedihh sangat.. Then I didn't stop crying.. =(.. Humm...

U see.. I bought a watch for a friend.. The one yang u tekan u bukak.. Macam makcik2 maksaleh dulu tu.. Haha.. Kae.. Ana beli, lepas tu bawa balik, batt mampos.. So kae ah nak hantar kedai.. Then kat dalam MRT, tak tau nape tangan aku gatal sangat nak adujst time dier padahal batt takde.. Bodoh betul aku ni.. Then ku tarik kat atasnye, tibe2 semua sekali terkeluar.. Pekhh.. Lepas tu gi kedai, orang tu cakap, the watch is spoilt already.. The thinggy snaped..-_-".. Sakit hati giler sehh.. Haii.. Hahah..

Ni ade cerita.. One day, my aunty came to
Masjid alkaff to join us when Maulana came.. Sooo.. Ade orang ni ah(i'll call her A).. She kenal my aunty and my mom..and know both of them are sisters..
Then A, dier tanye my aunty, "ur sister dah balik?"(as in my mother dah balik ke? Ke masih ade kat masjid) My Aunty blur.. She ingat A was refering to my other Aunty kat Dubai.. So she said.. "balik mane???Dubai??" hahahahahah.. Si A ni dalam hati "huh?? agaknye salah orang tak" so si A ni pergi... Dah lepas tu, my aunty terdengar ade extra suare.. "JANA TENGAH GOSOK GIGI!" wahahahaha.. Get it tak?! Hahah.. Haizz.. Merepek seh..Thats what happens when ur a blur-king.. Hahah..

Early in the morning (just now at 2.30), daddy, mommy and I made our way out with drooping eyelids towards the red car parked far away in the car slot shaded by a tree.. Got into the car and drove slowly towards masjid alkaff.. We were shocked upon reaching our destination because the gate was locked and the mosque was dark..my mom made a call and we were on the way home..while I was gazing out the window into the darkness of the night, my dad made a sharp turn and WE WERE OF TO SAFFARON RESTAURANT!! Ape lagi! Makan ah! Tapi sahur dah tak makan lagi ah..=D..

Kae la.. Ana nak siap2 buke.. And mandi.. Bau ikan ni.. Hahah.. Then malam tarawih and pagi nanti qiam.. Insyaallah.. Kalau my parents bangun.. Dorang sleepyhead la.. Hahahahah.. Kae selamat berbuke to my fellow friends fasting!

2009-09-10T01:29:00.001+08:00

قصيده ليلة القدر

لَيَالِى القدر عودى فى سُعودى
و صلى الله على مِسك الختام

إذا العِشْرون مِنْ رمضان وَلَّتْ
فبادِر بالتلاوة و القيام

فَسُفَّ الكَأْس و اشْرَبْ فى حما
ليلَة القدر الَّتِى فيها سلام

و لا تَقْنَعْ بِأَقْداحِ صِغَارِ
وَ ساقِ القومِ هُو رَبُّ الأنامِ

ففيها الروح و الأملاك تنزل
بإذن الله و الأمر النظامى

و لحظة منها تغنى و تحيى
فواد الصَّبِّ يرَْوَ كلَّ ظَامِى

هَنِيا لِلَّذِي قد قام فيها
و شاهد شَمْسَهَا بدر التمامىِ

شَرِب منها هَنِيَّا له مَرِيَا
و لم يَرًْوَ وَ سَاقِ القومْ باقيِ

تَعَرَّض فى ليالِ العشر تُحْظَا
بِفضلِ الله فى دار السلام (٣ مرات)

و لا تيأس فَسَاقِ القوم باقي
و كم لله نَفْحَاتِ عِظَامِ

و صلى الله على الهادى محمد
شفيع الخلق قى يوم الزِحام

2009-09-09T21:22:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

Did you know, it's wo wo wo Wednesday? Police day! 999! Why wo wo wo wednesday? Kan if u call the police and they will come with a sound, wo wo wo..hahah.. If u don't get it, it's 09/09/09 today.. Ouhhhhh.. Faham faham.. -_-"..

Kae dah nak solat tarawih.. Dah nak start.. Then ana nak bace Quran sampai qiam later.. I khatam the Quran a second time already.. And noe I'm at the 4th juz.. I'm trying to khatam the Quran 4 times this time round insyaallah.. =D

A Hadith said, one day, rasulullah tengah nak naik ke khutbah.. He took the first step up and said, "ameen".. Second step and said, "ameen" and he took the final step and said "ameen".. After the khutbah, a bunch of sahabah came to the prophet to ask about what happened while taking the steps.. The
Prophet said, while I took the first step, Gibreal came to me and said "celaka to those who still have parents and haven't get the keys to paradise.." so I (rasulullah) said "ameen".. I (rasulullah) took the second step and Gibreal came to him again and said "celaka to those who when Ramadan come to them, they waste It" so I (rasulullah) said "ameen".. I (rasulullah took the third step and Gibreal came to him again and said "celaka to those who hear ur name being mention and never say, sallahhu alaihi wa sallam" so I (rasulullah) said "ameen"
So my dear friends whom I care for, don't let ur Ramadan go wasted.. Read more Quran.. If u can't read, read those u can.. Juz amma'..if u still can't read, sit down, zikir or u can even read alfatihah, the 3 Qul again and again.. Ask a teacher to teach u..or even ur family members.. Or u can even follow halaqahs that do tilawah together as mosques, so that u will insyaallah be counted as those who read.. And I'll be most happy to help.. May Allah accept our Ramadan and make us among those who attain success..ameen ya rabbal a'lamin.. Syahrul Mubarak u guys.. =D

2009-09-08T06:48:00.001+08:00

I'm really not a big fan of school..especially if it comes to this.. =\

2009-09-08T03:06:00.001+08:00

I'm back!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

My mate so penat.. Nak tido, tapi takleh.. Nape eh? I noe why actually.. But I'm refusing myself to accept it..haizzz.. Sampai bile lahh.. =[..

Oh well.. Okey.. Nyari I bangun lambat..kul 2.30..cause malam kelmarin baru balik..and lambat..then I solat subuh, and tido.. Tapi set alarm kul 7.30..sebab ingat ade school.. Tapi tak bangun.. Then i found out takde school.. Why was i not informed again?! Then.. Bangun tido, terus solat zohor..(dah mandi dah lepas subuh..heheh..jangan fikir macam2 eh..mentang2..=P)

then..ku kemas laci2 dan almari2 ku.. Kae la.. Bual2 English pulak ah..haha.. I found a stack of papers, writen on it ayat2 Quran and Hadith.. Which I usually use to fold them and put it in my pocket..now comes the tedious task of disposing is..=[.. Macam mane eh? Any ideas what to do with it? Humm..also a bunch of oldies stuff that had no other storage space accept the rubbish bin.. There were also some stuff, i wasn't sure to throw away or keep it.. And some stuff that still hold wonderful memories.. And some junk stuff.. And countless hari raya 'green packets'.. Unfortunately, not a single packet contained money..heheh.. And and and.. Huhh.. The rest of my room don't need much cleaning.. Maybe just wipe here and there and done.. Cause I always clean up my room..

My baju(the ones I use at home/everyday) needs clearing.. Need to throw away all the old/small/koyak2 baju..and kain yang tak pakai sangat.. Need to make space for baju2 baru.. Which I'm gonna buy soon..

And tmr also nak clean the fish tank.. Ingatkan esok lepas sekolah nak beli white rocks.. The old one dah need replacing.. Change the water..yeah..

For raya.. Uhh.. Baju dah siap.. Uhh.. I bought a $300 polo shoe..haha.. Baju2 jalan lain pon dah beli.. Only seluar.. Uhh.. Yah seluar.. Ingatkan sekali..

Rase eh.. U all tengah yawning bace blog aku nii.. And pon tengah yawning.. Borringg.. Hehe.. Kae la.. Nanti I post lagi esok.. Uhh later.. Hahaha.. Takleh tido seh.. And I need to tido.. Kalau tak, I'll fall sick again..baru baik tau.. I want someone to sing to me..or someone to read to me..so that I can sleep..=[.. Oh well.. Good night fellow readers.. (if ur reading it in the morning, good morning fellow readers..and same goes to those reading it in the evening, good evening fellow readers)

P.S..Pray for me..so that 1 day I can close my eyes and immediately fall asleep.. Syahrul Mubarak..

2009-09-06T01:13:00.001+08:00

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Alhamdulillah, Allah continue blessing us with his rahmah, and giving us the opportunity to work harder.. And Alhamdulillah Allah sampaikan me to this wonderful place again.. =D.. It's beautiful here..

Just a little reminder, it's the 10 middle days of ramadan, which means 10 day of maghfirah (repentance).. Sooo I'm quite sure u guys noe what to do..

I woke up the other day from a weird weird dream.. I glinted my eyes at the clock and guess what came out from my mouth? 'SHIT!' astaughfirullah.. I missed subuh again.. ='[.. And the time was 7.47..zzzz.. I picked up my fon and checked for messages, my iPod for email and......went back to SLEEP...hahahah..u guys must be wondering why I went back to sleep instead to qada'-ing my subuh prayers..hahah..it's for me to know and you, to find out.. =P..

I offered myself to sleep on my parents bed, as my mom was still unsure if there was anymore blood suckers in the house.. So I offered to become the bait..I slept on the bed without my shirt and..okey woke up still alive the next day..only I had 4 red marks on my stomach.. Haizzzz.. Now I'm concluding my conclusion to myself and to my mom, the blood suckers haven't left the building..tskkkk...

Okey last one, before I end my post.. Just to put a smile on ur faces.. =D.. One fine day, I was sitting on the toilet bowl, (u noe what i was doing and~~skip) it the kitchen toilet, then dah ah..nak flush..*tekan..bunyi flushing* alamak.. Tak hilang ah.. Tekan lagi..alamak..air dier belum habis load.. Kae tunggu jap..sambil it's, ku ambil whudu.. Dah.. Flush lagi... Alamak masih belum hilang ahh..kurang ajar nye ehem ehem.. Cam mane ah..ahhh!!! Ade baldi.. Fill baldi dengan air..sebelum tu, dalam hati (bismillahhirahmannirrahim, moga-moga kau hilang..ameen).. Maka ku flush ngan baldi tu.. Hilang pon..=D

Done for now.. Insyaallah I'll post another post when I get back.heh.. Maasalam.. Goodnight..=]

P.S...mentang2 ku tak cakap, korang jangan sangka buruk eh..ku dah cebok!

2009-09-01T13:26:00.001+08:00

السلام عاليكم.. الحمد لله رب العلمين، و به نستعين، على أمور الدنيا و الدين.. و الصلاة و السلام على سيدنا المرسلين، و على اله و صحبه أجمعين.

I would like to wish all the teachers, a happy teachers day.. And to my teachers, in Singapore and outside Singapore, habib anis, habib hussien, habib alwie, habib soleh, habib ali, habib umar who had gave me spiritual knowledge, that can't be taught be books.. And also to Maulana afeef uddin, for teaching me secrets, that not everyone can get not understand.. And to Ustaz Fouzy, habib Hasan, Ustaz Iqbal, who had guided me in singapore, and to Habib ali aljufry and Ustaz saad who had make me faqih in fiqih.. And to Ustaz Romli who taught me nahu.. And all the other Ustazs, Ustaz Naufal, Ustaz khir..and also ustaz amir, Ustaz mihdar, who taught me tahfiz.. And all other Ustaz I did not mention the name..
And not to forget my teachers who taught me in MTI and MITT, in EPPS and in the short time I was in PRCS.. Jazakumullahu khairal jazak..
May Allah bless all of them, with good health, strong iman, never-ending barakah..and make them amongst those who you rida' upon them.. Ameen..

و الحمدلله رب العالمين

2009-08-31T12:56:00.001+08:00

Asalamualaikum..

Ahh.. I think start a post with a Salam would be much better.. I'm posting, in class.. Everyone's lepak-ing.. Macam satu2 kene tembak.. Kesian dorang penat.. Tapi eh, today rase macam lapar sangat.. Padahal tadi sahur makan banyak.. Not that I want.. Cause sahur we makan dalam dulang.. Then my dad makan berape suap je then dah.. My sis stop halfway then my mom tak makan.. So I had to finish up all by my self.. Yesterday, I makan sikit je, tak lapar pon.. Macam mane eh? Weird eh? Barakah it still a mystery to me.. Ouh well..

My computer is in a coma.. And can't start up.. I won't say who (cause it's Ramadan..puase) but I will just put a letter "A".. Enuf for u all to noe who..haha.. Haizz.. Geram seh.. Tapi takpe la.. Sabar.. Nak beli iMac but my mom say, tak boleh.. Cause iMac only for the new house.. -_-..which is in 3 years time.. Then now, what computer am I going to use? Takkan nak depend on my iPod je? It's not the same la please.. Next time "A" touch my comp, I'm gonno hammer her head.. Haish.. Sedih nyer.. ='(..

Kae laa.. Dah nak azan zohor.. Nak go wudhu, then solat..

2009-08-30T03:14:00.002+08:00

hey blog! surprised to see me up this hour? of course not.. hahaha.. im done and i don't feel like sleeping..yet.. BUT must sleep.. later i terlajak tido then i miss my subuh prayers like tadi pagi.. tired leh.. the whole day out u noe.. nvm.. later i set my fon, all 5 alarms, and my alarm clock and my iPod.. all of them.. and i'll switch off the fan if i were to sleep after sahur so that i'll feel warm and eventually wake up.. =D..

okey la.. i have nothing else to talk about now.. and i'm growing fatigue.. nvm.. jap lagi sahur ehh.. now mata dah start layu.. the blue light at the speaker look like a star.. hahah.. a blue star.. okey dah stop.. apply brakes..then handbrake..(kalau my car pakai foot-break) kae goodnight.. syahrul mubarakk.. =)

2009-08-29T14:23:00.002+08:00

on a random post, Selamat Hari Raya! haha.. baru 8 hari puase dah nak raya.. but come to think of it, time travels very fast.. the last month, went so quickly, i did'n noe im already in Syaban.. huh? what am i talking?

today, i'm going to talk about what happened yesterday, and what am i going to do today..

Yesterday was friday, i skipped school, and went to jumaah prayers with Sheikh Afeef.. then followed him blah blah blah till asar, then i went home.. okey..then dah 6 o'clock and we were waiting for Hakeym to come back from camp.. he finally came home at 6.15. and my mom dah bising.. cause we wanted to go iftar as masjid abdur razak.. so blah2 tak sempat, we end up iftar-ing at a mamak shop..-_-.. then we headed to masjid..
now, i'm posting while waiting for my movie to load.. then asar.. kae ah.. i dont think anyone's interested in knowing what i'm going to do..
lets talk about movies instead.. yah.. New Moon, the graphics - super cool.. and jake, super hot(as Adibah says it)

2009-08-27T03:50:00.001+08:00

Open your eyes, wake up and supplicate to ur lord.. For now is a good time to do so..

2009-08-26T20:44:00.001+08:00

Ramadan al-Mubarak!!
Alhamdulillah.. Ramadan had been great and still is.. Woow..humm.. Today, I'm not going for tarawih.. Why?! Cause I'm not well.. Since that day I took sahuh and right after eating, cough, flu and fever started to attack.. Haizz..

Today, I went to sch as per normal, and Ustaz was not there,(as per normal).. I sat in sch, the cooler class, and read the Quran.. Now I'm at the 25th juz.. Hopefully I khatam by tonight.. After school, I did something intresting.. You know what? YOGA! Haha.. Yeahh yoga.. It's quite nice though.. It was a good work out.. Insyaallah I'll do it again on Friday..hehe..

Right now, I'm going to sleep.. Yeah..very early today.. Then I'll wake up around 11 or 12, solat isya' and then do my tarawih..myself.. Hehe.. The thing I like doing tarawih myself, is that I can cover 2 juz in the whole 20 rakaat.. Every rakaat read 1 ع.. So yeah.. It's Ramadan, where al-Quran was first reveled.. So read the Quran during this blessed month.. It's a shame if you can read the Quran..and you too should be ahamed if yourself if you can't read the Quran.. Well enuf said for today.. Goodnight everyone.. رمضان الكريم..

اشهد ان لا اله الا الله، استغفر الله.. أسالك الجنت و اعوذ بك من النار.. اللهم انك عفوٌ تجب العفوا فأعفو عن، يا كريم.. يا الله بالتوبه و القبول و الإحسان.. امين

2009-08-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. This is my first post on my iPod.. I was trying to make a post via my iPod but safari..can't do that..now I finally found an application on the app store.. Quite nice.. The app only cost 2.99.. So yeah.. I can blog! Hah

I just came back and now, relaxing and listening to my brother reading the Quran.. When listening to him, I realised sth.. I prefer listening to someone reading the quran then I reading it myself.. Even in class..When someone is reading the Quran abit louder the before, I would close my Quran put my head down and listen.. Masyaallah.. Allah yubarik lakum jamian..

Another story, before I end my post.. Just now, when tengah nak buke, I took a bite on my kurma and I felt nikmat sangat.. A feeling I never felt before.. Macam I want to praise Allah so much but..my praises are match to the nikmat Allah had given me..a feeling of syukur in my heart, so great, I can't explain..even now, while posting this, tears are slowing buliding up.. Allahh.. Even all the nikmat you've given us, we only sukur a little.. What shameless creatures are we.. Ya Allah.. Help us become better people..

Wal hamdulillah hi rabbil allamin

2009-08-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

Rase macam nak murajaah.. tapi malas dan takde mood.. rase macam nak keluar jalan2 kat tepi pantai tapi dah malam.. nak tido.. tapi, nanti dulu ah..
but i think good idea kalau tido... buat sakit hati orang je..

bloody blood-suckers.. its time for u to get extinct.. haha.. kindly leave this house or else, each and every single one of you will die a suffocating death.. u hear me? of course u dont.. cause u are a bunch of blood-suckers..

don't worry.. when i was studying in indonesia, there was this time, when the whole sch was infected with those blood-suckers.. but the good thing is, i did'nt get a single bite.. cool eh.. just imagine, the other guys were 'terkerok2' while i tengah relax je.. cool eh? haha.. maybe the blood-sucker only drink indonesian blood.. LOL.. thinking of it ah, the mosquitoes also dont drink my blood.. maybe the first few week ah.. but.. after that i had no problem.. hai.. i miss my school.. all of them.. i think i want to go visit MITT one day..

kae ah.. dah nak baring ah.. goodnight everyone.. =).. selamat berpuase.. =D

2009-08-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

Asalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu..

woo panjangnyee.. haha.. okey.. humm.. i don't really have anything to talk about.. or anything i want to share with the whole world.. haizz.. this is the 3 thing i do at home for the past few days..
1-eat
2-slack
3-play..
many more but u can guess it already.. life right now is so BORING.. waiting for ramadan to come, then i won't be boring.. its like u can read the quran now.. but i'm saving it for ramadan.. weird isn't it.. well.. yeah..

i want to swim, i want to work out and shake off some sweat.. but at night.. haha.. not to night la.. wait another 3 years then we'll be shifting.. bezzz.. yeahh.. haha.. and if im still in singapore.. if not, hadramaut, there a swimming pool.. in the school itself.. u can swim anytime u want but there will not be any lifeguards.. haha joking.. in Madinah, uhh.. i dont think so.. azhar, sure.. but i have to get the private apartments ah.. ouh ouh and australia! haha.. i'll go surfing in the swimming pool! think of it is just so exciting.. u noe, the first time when i was offered to study overseas, in indonesia, wow, my head went wild.. i did'nt even get to sleep the night thinking of all the wonderful stuff in stored..the place, the teachers, the knowledge, the food, how am i going to live by my own, cooking, washing, cleaning all that stuff just make my head go wild.. haha.. but unfortunately, if stuck with NS right now.. sad.. but cheer up.. at least u earn money... then i can buy a car.. or an aeroplane.. -_-.. aeroplane? i dont think NS pay u enough.. haha

okey.. uhh what else should i talk about.. Ramadan! then this will not be talk, it will be syarahan!

Allah said in the quran, in surah al-baqarah, which ayat tak ingat..Allah said 'ouh those who believe, i have tetapkan upon you fasting as i had tetapkan upon those before you, may you bertaqwa'.. then ade lagi.. pasal puase panjang2 ayat dier..i take the penting one eh?.. and Allah said in the quran.. 'and when asked from amongst my servants anything from me, i will answer them and give them what they ask for.. So ask me and i will grant you and beriman to me semoga Allah guide you the right way' sorry ah my translation.. terokk..
so.. ramadan, is the time when u have to banyak2 berdoa.. there as said.. ask Allah and he will give it to you..

humm.. okey la.. thats all for today's syarahan..huh.. okey then..ramadan mubarak to all.ws

p.s. sorry if my words or sentence structure are all jumbled up.. i malas nak check

2009-08-16T23:50:00.005+08:00

nice or not? i did it myself.. tsk.. of course la i did not make the lamp..it was a gift.. mane seh nak dapat plastic?.. alhamdulillah.. =]

2009-08-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

Friday, the day when all mukallaf come together.. thats why its call jum'ah..which stands for gathering in arabic.. So do not miss this wonderful opportunity.. it is said in a hadith, who every goes for jum'ah prayers will be forgiven of all sins from the previous friday to the coming friday.. cool or what?! haha.. and on friday, make ur tongue moist with zikrullah and selawat.. and if possible burdah in the morning after subuh.. recitation of surah Al-kahfi before and after solat jum'ah.. and salawat ibrahimiah after asar.. and also, zakat and sadaqah.. or even treat ur friend to lunch or breakfast.. recitation of surah yasin in sunnah on the night of jumaah (friday night).. it is said in a hadith, who ever recite yaasin on the night of jum'ah will wake up in the morning, cleanse of all sins like a newborn baby.. and that is the privileges of being the ummah of saidina Muhammad.. Allahhu soli ala saidina muhammaddiin wa ala ali wa sahbi wa sallim..

2009-08-10T21:29:00.007+08:00

i found out bout something today and something bout it do not feel right..eee.. sigh... people change really fast.. they dont see what they are doing and make promises they cant keep..

Bryani! the woo topic on my and our minds.. everywhere i look, i see bryani.. even when i need a break and open the fridge, i see bryani.. though the bryani i had just now was yummy..still i need a break from food.. and alhamdulillah.. i feel much better now.. i lost 5 kg in the past week and i feel good.. i feel much healthier.. i can see it for myself.. and now i'm keeping my beard..not in beard, beard.. will not be cutting those hairs growing on my cheeks.. haha.. i might not look chubby anymore.. i think its time for me to look more man-ly and say goodbye to my young and chlildish ways.. hah.. maybe just use the barber set shaver and cut it short.. just if someone touch my face, they can feel the hairs.. hahah.. why am i talking about this anyways?? okey stop here.. haha.. if u want to know, can.. raya insyaallah we'll see each other..

speaking of that, sorry i've not been attending class, and majlis and and and.. I was'nt feeling so well.. and besides that, i've been in a lot of stress lately.. All praises be to Allah who helped me.. Oh Allah, when theres no one here for me, i should not worry no more cause i noe that u care for me and will take care of me.. i've seen some things more clearly now and you are most powerful.. u change our hearts and make it unstable.. but you are always here.. closer then we know.. i turn to you Oh Allah, full of tears, shame and regret.. for i didnt turn to you for help.. thank you for all the blessing you've showered upon me.. thank you oh Allah for showing mee the right path.. i ask you to show them too the right path and not waste their lives.. for they too are under ur blessings and rahmah..

now.................
i have to stop buying applications of the iTunes app store and start saving again.. i noe raya is coming and.. and u noe.. but, i have to discipline myself.. ummm.. maybe by throwing away my credit card would help.. and repot lost.. and not claiming for another card till i can discipline myself? no no thats to complicated.. u have to fight urself iqbal.. u are a man now..okey?

i spent the evening hours of today, watching gossip girl..(can't believe it? get over it.. =P.)
i freak out every time dan and serena break up.. then get back together.. i feel rather annoyed and.. erghh!.. dam irritating.. well i think they are a wonderful couple but they just need to work things out between themselves.. not just let it go and end up breaking up.. haizz... if they get together and break up again, i'm going to switch shows.. bbbbbb.....

huh.. okey i still feel like posting more but i gtg now.. i want to sleep.. my never-ending work has finally come to an end .. and think i can relax and enjoy my ramadan.. read more quran, stay up to PRAY.. okey lah.. better stop before i talk crap again.. okey, noodles.. or should i say.....
BRYANI!

good night everyone.. =]

2009-08-06T11:44:00.002+08:00

Get a locker put ur stuff inside except ur blue file, take off ur shirt and make a line!
still can"t forget that NS-ly order.. some eggheads who were having their check up were instead, mocking the officer.. seems like NS is happening already.. wait till those eggheads get into NS.. hope they have a really 'good' time.. and i don't want any eggheads pulling me down..

2009-08-04T16:39:00.002+08:00

Wooo.. i feel hot! lol!

hello blog.. good afternoon.. nice to see you again..

i was just done chatting with AISYA!! woo.. i missed them alot.. they are in sri lanka now.. have a good time.. and so am i.. haha.. i feel great right now.. only just a little sth bothering me.. i hope Allah will take it away for good..insyaallah.. Back to Aisya.. she complain to me that she's short.. haha.. okey i shall not speak of her on my blog.. she's a well respected young lady.. or should i say OLD GIRL! wahahaha.. skipping subject..

today, i went to the swimming pool, after so long.. i remember the last time i swam in a pool was last year.. at a hotel i think.. it felt great.. firstly, i swam 1 lap and i was already panting and my legs, tired.. cant believe it.. i use to be able to swim 10 laps non stop, without even touching the sides.. but slowly, i start to regain my strength and my 'ability' to swim.. u noe what i mean.. i didn't get to swim 10 laps non stop though.. nvm.. next time can try again.. and next time have to bring a pair of goggles..

okey ah.. my eyes are so, wanting to close.. i should go noe.. bye bye..

2009-07-31T15:14:00.002+08:00

hey guys I'm back up and posting.. YEAH

today, i had fun with the tahfiz gang.. the bought a cake for "Rahman's so called leaving school party".. they are suppose to be sad but in the end bought a cake and had so much laughter.. didn't seem how its suppose to be.. haha.. anyways, i here's the story.. i knew about him leaving school only last minute when syafiq told me to collect funds.. why was i not informed.. i call him and he told me what happened.. he wasn't going to quit.. he still had second thoughts.. so just now went as planned.. and he cut the cake.. after that, i chat with him.. i say.. guess its confirmed ur gonna quit.. after u cut that cake, there's no way u can come back.. cause i'm going to ask for a refund! haha.. i was just kidding duh! haha.. he said.. yah.. they forced me away! haha.. nanti Monday i show up eh.. hahha..

lol.. budak tahfiz budak tahfiz.. always so semangat.. hehe.. good good..

i realised 1 thing bout these Fridays.. they are hot.. scorching hot..
i met Hakeym while i was leaving the mosque.. think he sat directly under the sun.. he was dreched with sweat.. haha.. "dah chouta sit in the sun tambah chouta" (did i spell it right?)

My mom.. she just made a facebook account.. she is a pure noob.. can't be more noob.. iqbal, why the speaker got no sound? iqbal, kenape takleh tekan?.. we had a good time laughing at her.. but now she dah pandai.. haha..

i need to repair me phone..

i am almost done with my book.. hope to publish it soon.. woo yeah..

p.s. you, please stop making up stories about me.. or i'm gonno bring ur sorry ass down.. hope u get me loud and clear..

okey guys.. tc ws..

2009-07-29T18:45:00.003+08:00

this few things are on my mind today
1- Sleep
2- Message
3- Exercise
4- Study
5- Hafal
6- iTunes
7- Headache
8- someone ehem ehem
9- Medical checkup

1- i had not been sleeping enuf lately.. i seriously need to learn to sleep..
2- i need someone to message my back.. cause i happened to have strained my back, and it need not to be strained even a bit..
3- keep me in tip-top condition
4- i need to do my projects- still lots to note down
5- hafal, top priority kene sacked.. haha..
6- work out the problem with my card and why iTunes dont accept it.. buat orang susah seh..
7- maybe cause i need sleep.. the comp is like spinning
8- no need to say bout that
9- next week.. and its comming fast..

okey.. i think i'll rest for now..

2009-07-28T23:35:00.004+08:00

Get enough sleep

Lack of rest ups ghrelin, a 'hunger hormone' that stimulates one's appetite

THE benefits of a good night's sleep go beyond improving your concentration and overall well-being. Researchers have found that it is also good for your waistline.

Those who consistently fail to get enough sleep may experience weight gain, according to findings presented at Sleep 2009 in Seattle last month. The annual meeting of the Associated Professional Sleep Societies is attended by doctors, researchers and healthcare professionals.

A study on 92 healthy adults conducted by University of Pennsylvania found that those who had less than the average amount of sleep gained an average of 1.3kg during the 11-day experiment.

Another study on 1,000 volunteers conducted by Stanford University in California found that those who slept less than eight hours a night had higher levels of body fat. Those who reportedly slept the least weighed the most.

The findings are hardly surprisingly, since inadequate sleep affects the hormones that help control our appetite and metabolism, said local sleep specialist Dr Lim Li Ling.

According to Dr Lim, who is the director of Sleep Disorders Unit at Singapore General Hospital, sleep deprivation is "a stressful state which alters our body's hormonal environment".

Lack of sleep decreases the level of leptin, a hormone that makes one feel full after eating. It also increases the level ghrelin, a "hunger hormone" that stimulates one's appetite. This results in overeating and weight gain, said Dr Lim.

"People who don't get enough sleep may also feel tired and exercise less," she added.

For those who have less sleep because they stay up late, eating habits such as bingeing on calorie-laden foods to stay awake may be the reason behind the weight gain, said Ms Lim Su Lin, chief dietitian and senior manager at National University Hospital's dietetics department.

"To stay awake, they may resort to drinking high-sugar, caffeinated beverages or munching on tidbits," said Ms Lim. They may pile on the pounds as a result.

To control your appetite through the day, Ms Lim recommended sticking to three main meals a day at fixed times, and including fibre to your meals.

Fibre, which can be found in vegetables, fruits and whole grains, makes you feel full and thus deters snacking. Starting the day with a wholesome breakfast can also help you avoid binge eating later in the day.

For another group of people, the problem may be more serious than weight gain.

A substantial number of Singaporeans suffer from sleep disorders. Dr Lim estimated that 10 to 30 per cent of the local population have insomnia and up to 15 per cent have obstructive sleep apnea (OSA).

OSA is a condition where a person's upper airways are blocked during sleep. "When breathing is interrupted during sleep, the quality of sleep is affected," she said. Poor sleep is known to be as detrimental as lack of sleep.

So what constitutes a good night's sleep?

"It is simply one from which we wake up naturally (without an alarm clock), feeling refreshed, alert and able to function at peak mental performance," said Dr Lim. A person who sleeps well would not need to nap in the middle of the day.

The amount of sleep a person requires varies with age. According to Dr Lim, newborns may need as much as 16 to 20 hours, spread throughout the day, while young children should get 9 to 10 hours and teenagers, 8 to 9.5 hours.

Adults require 6 to 10 hours of sleep.

"Although some people take pride in getting by with very little sleep, most people who get fewer than five to six hours daily are probably not getting enough," said DrLim.

How to achieve a good night's rest

A guide to a good night's sleep - by Dr Lim Li Ling, director of Sleep Disorders Unit at Singapore General Hospital.

- Try to go to bed and wake up at around the same time. Our sleep-wake patterns are regulated by an internal "clock" that dictates when we feel sleepy. When our daily activities synchronise with our internal clocks, we will naturally sleep better.

- If you can't fall asleep within 15 to 20 minutes, leave the bedroom and do something relaxing, such as reading or listening to soft music. You should only return to bed when you feel sleepy again, however long it takes.

- If you have insomnia, you should not read, watch TV or work in bed. Associating the bed with other types of activities, especially if they are stimulating, will make it harder to fall asleep.

- Avoid caffeine - a stimulant that can stay in your body for over 10 hours - and stimulating activities close to bedtime. Stimulating activities include vigorous exercise, intense work and exciting TVprogrammes.

- Long afternoon naps make it difficult for us to fall asleep at night and should be avoided.

- A daily ritual to help us relax at the end of the day is a good lead-up to sleep. This can take the form of a taking a warm bath, dimming the lights, reading quietly or listening to soft music.

Article extracted form Today paper 28 July 2009.

Hence, i have to learn to sleep early from now on.. but.. haha.. kae no but's.. =).. goodnight everybody..

2009-07-25T12:34:00.003+08:00

Sorry i'm late.. 1 day later.. that reminds me of a story back in India.. kae not important.. no need to know.. =P..

okey.. i promised i'll write a proper post right? okey let me start by saying.. Asalamualaikum wh bh.. innalhamdalillah, wasolatuwassalamu ala rasulullah, muhammad bin abdullah, ala ilihi wa sohbihi waman wala.. hahah.. not necessary though..

okey.. i have this back pain.. it hurts, whenever i get up form a lying position or sitting position.. whenever i rukuk, i feel like asking someone to bend me over..but the other was round.. like when u break a toothpick in to 2, yeah like that.. then crack, then terus baik.. hopefully.. lol.. i think i need to go for a therapy.. the problem here is carrying sth too heavy..and spraining my back.. sigh.. kesian eh..=P

i want to upload some pics but my phone cant connect to the comp.. it needs servicing.. charge pon susah.. cause i need to tie a rubber band..

one time, i was in the lift with a few friends.. then suddenly, someone farted.. it was chaos in the lift.. back in the room, there was a judge, a witness and a verdict.. it was so damn funny..
~the judge said- siape kentot, mengaku.. tak mengaku dosa.. (=P)
no one admited to it..
the the judge ask the witness to step out
~the witness- ana dengar kentot tu di antara hj kamal and hj rahman..
both the accused was asked to step out.. the both argued..
then then then, they argued and we all masuk campur.. so funny seh..
the verdict, still unknown till now..

humm.. for now, i dont have another story, so i'll just post for now.. anything that comes to my mind, i'll edit and repost.. thanks for listening to my crap.. haha.. okey tc ws..

2009-07-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

I love my sheikh.. sheikh Afeef Uddin.. he known me more then i noe myself.. he's so incredible.. if he were to migrate back to Iraq, I'll be following him.. =D..

okey.. i had the most delicious most soft and most yummy steak.. wow.. too bad singapore dont have food as good as that..

why am i so lazy to blog these days? haizz... kae.. i'll make an appointment, and i will post a really satisfying post for u guys to read ok? so when will it be? Friday at 3.. okey got it..

take care all.. have a good night..

2009-07-14T21:47:00.001+08:00

Peter Petrellie shot Nathan Petrellie

2009-07-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

Good Morning blooog!!

as u can see, my fellow readers, i'm not asleep, and as u would noe, i dont sleep at this time, and as u would also know that i would be studying/hafal-ing at this time BUT tonight i am NOT!.. AND I AM NOT HAPPY WITH IT! WITH MYSELF! haha.. was that stupid or what?
kae i'll tell u the reason.. firstly, today, my mom cooked spaghetti..and it was super..and each time when my mom cook something so delicious and extravagant, i would eat more then what i usually eat.. so i feel like a bloody fool right now.. and i feel so lazy.. secondly, i am still disturbed and freaked out about what happened just now..with that bitch.. thirdly, i have done my homework and prepared myself for school tomorrow..so now i dont feel like doing anymore..

sigh i feel so sad.. ='(..

2009-07-10T14:32:00.003+08:00

somehow, i cant wait for next year and the days to pass quick.. when i'm 18.. i'll get my driving license..and motor of course..the first thing.. haha.. NS.. i seem to be excited.. like wow.. and my quran.. going to complete it soon.. i'm gonna change..i'm gonna be different.. and i am becoming.. praises be to Allah..

and soon enuf, i'll be in Hadramaut, Medina and then taking my cert in al-Azhar.. And then pursuing to Australia.. by the time i'll be 30+..work as a mu'Allim, then migrate my parents to Medina, teach them Arabic and culture, then ask Allah to take me..

Oh Allah.. i have done so much wrong and will never be able to do enough to please you.. and i come back to you in tears seeking forgiveness and your blessing.. Bestow upon me istiqamah.. extend and multiply my knowledge and make my rizik, infinite.. Oh Allah, make me beloved and eminent in the hearts of your servants.. Oh Allah make me victorious in this world and hereafter.. ameen..

2009-07-07T15:24:00.004+08:00

Im home! some, massage my back! please!

Today, SURM took my temperature.. they used the thermometer, the one u place at ur forehead then teet..ur temperature is 37.0.. Hanif was sitting beside me and he said.. teet.. 5.50.. sold! kurang ajar seh.. haha.. when it was his turn, i said.. teet, declined.. dispose immediately.. hahaha..

i'm now saving for an ipod touch.. 388.. dot dot dot..save save.. haha.. havent saved for so long now..since after feb.. nvm.. i have 100 redi.. another 288 to go.. in sakartum laizidannhum wala in kafartum, inna azabi lashadid...

tonight, i have a plan.. i'm going to bed at 9.. and listen to the muttons! missed them man.. cant wait till next year.. start an brand new life.. hope Allah will make it better for me and take away all negativity..and make me forget stuff..

2009-07-07T00:24:00.001+08:00

samangat tapi tak betul.. ish ish ish.. kesian..

2009-07-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

Today is youth day.. really? sorry la.. i havent celebrated youth day for 4 years now.. or might be never had? haha..okey whatever..the good news is, i celebrated my very first youth day with my cousins and aunties and uncles and grandmother and grandfather..maternal side of course.. it was grrreat! alhamdulillah..

tonight will be cold, i better sleep.. i love to sleep in this weather.. i love it when it rains.. i love the rain.. i hope it rains everyday.. and stop pollution.. why Korea have nth better to do ah? fire missiles? then we have to save the earth because of them? same goes to u US and Israel.. Create a war in Iraq because u accuse them of having Nuclear but now, Korea, its clear.. what are u going to do? think u guys so powerful ah?

okey.. relax Iqbal.. u have to start relaxing this few days.. i tend to get angry easily these past few months.. okey.. i'll make another post soon.. ws..

2009-07-03T18:15:00.002+08:00

Its Friday am i'm tired? i donno.. im not tired.. i fell restless and less energetic.. why? went to the gym just now and didn't even run half a km on the treadmill.. huhh..

and i slept all the way till 9 and missed school.. sigh.. =(

look on the bright side.. i got a present today form someone special.. =)

i wanna save 600 dollars.. in my bank, i have 30 dollars.. right.. 570 dollars more to go.. T_T..

2009-07-01T18:26:00.004+08:00

Allah im soo tired today.. suppose to say man of darn of whatever, but i say Allah.. dapat pahala tau.. =D.. i think i wanna go and sleep LATER AFTER ISYA.. its in caps, later someone cant read properly..

kae.. let me see... this week, i met 3 fellow ex-epps students.. haha.. Joel Chia and Farina from 6H, and some other guy who i met just now at the gym.. i totally forgotten his name.. it was like Maha sth Maharani Maharaja?i donno.. haha.. lets go to the part when i met Farina..LOL.. kae nvm.. tak yah cakap..super funny.. haha..

kae lah.. dah penat.. hahah.. i need to rest.. =D.. bye bye! maasalam.. =)

2009-07-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

GET OUT OF MY MIND!!

2009-06-27T07:11:00.004+08:00

downloading- (estimated time) -> infinity (-_-")

2009-06-24T18:54:00.003+08:00

Sorry blog, i was very2 busy the previous days.. and also very2 tired..

Today is wednesday, the 1st of rejab.. and we are going to be in ramadan soon.. i can feel ramadan calling me to get ready.. ready for what, i donno..

I spent my almost my whole day sleeping, today.. last night, i slept at bout 1.. i woke up at 4.55, did my prayers and stuff, and went back to bed after morning prayers.. then woke up at 1.24 pm, where i took whudhu and did my zohor prayers, watched a little of Transformers 2, and went back to sleep.. then woke up at 6.30pm, and solat asar.. now, getting ready fot buke.. i think i was really tired.. didn't had a single dream while i was asleep.. after isya, what shall i do huh?

haha.. hey, yesterday, i was taking a walk in my neighborhood, trying to release some stress.. i was walking, holding my phone, as per normal, suddenly this teenage girl jumped out from nowhere and kicked me at my hand.. it flew onto a grass patch, barely falling into the drain.. the young lady held me on my chest and said "who are you and why are you staking me?" i was"huh?" she said, "tell me or i'm going to call the police".. i said"go call", push her away and get my phone.. i turned back at her and said.. "i'm sorry, i was not stalking you.. my house is over there (pointing towards my house..) i just came down to talk a walk".. she said"ouh i'm sorry.." then she held her hand out and said, hi i'm Ariel.. -_-".. yes do it again -_-".. i think she did all of that just to get to know me.. then we started talking and she gave me her no.. she told me to sms her.. which will never happen.. she's quite good-looking though.. hahahaha..

okey.. thanks everyone for listening to my crap.. =)..

Oh Allah, bless us in the months of rejab and syaban and reach us to the month of ramadan.. Ameen..

2009-06-20T15:26:00.001+08:00

cool huh? haha.. not so perfect but.. jadi ah.. hehe..

2009-06-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

I had some experience when i was not in Singapore, my homeland, where i belong.. opps.. how did i become so patriotic? i still love Singapore though.. ya.. back to the subject.. a man, came up to me and he started talking.. then he ask where did i come from.. i said the hotel.. then he said no no.. which country? i said Singapore.. he laughed.. he said.. How do u live in such a small place? is my city bigger then Singapore itself? then he said.. i think i can take a bicycle and cycle around Singapore.. then he said.. and do u plant trees in Singapore?? i did not say anything but 'go see it for urself', got up and left him speechless..
hey the least i did was defended Singapore.. if i see him in Singapore i'll make sure he cycle around Singapore..

and just a few days back, while i was shopping at johor.. it all happened in the lift.. my mother, as always.. kiasu.. then my mother started talking about Singapore and its Singaporean.. as we were walking out the lift, a lady said.. I'm a Malaysian.. Fuck you.. like what did she just said? huh? ahh.. just leave them.. so nampak sah dier jealous and tak happy seh.. haha..such losers..

had been reading a book.. a very good book.. it gives us a clear explanations bout the contradictions among the 4 mazhabs.. like an example.. siwak when ur fasting is makruh for us, Syafi.. while another mazhab says its still sunnah.. many many people nowadays get mixed up.. and other scholars from Africa, etc who's in a different Mazhab, tend to confuse us.. i also get confuse when someone says the other way..

okey.. thats for now.. take care.. Have a happy holiday.. =)

2009-06-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

sorry blog.. had been out of town.. haha..

and speaking of sleep.. as mentioned on my previous posts, i HATE sleeping during the flight..uhh..only when it's descending..haha.. cause ur ears will get stuck.. every 2 mins, maybe.. and if u shut ur eyes, i'll be very2 uncomfortable.. what i think is that the pilot should make a sharp dive and freak everyone out instead of descending slowly and make me freak out!! haha.. so inconsiderate of me.. haha.. i'm just saying.. =P..

oh ya.. i tailored my baju redi and bought a new pair o f polo shoes..thats super cool.. haha..

what else should i talk about? umm.. nothing i guess.. well then.. i'll post again soon..

2009-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

lol..

the secret of sleeping

2009-06-09T16:28:00.005+08:00

sleeping is getting increasingly interesting for me.. i mean.. i look forward to sleeping nowadays..believe it or not.. haha.. when i sleep, i think a little % of my brain goes to sleep.. i feel like those Cullens form twilight..
i give u an example so u might get the picture.. i slept around 4 yesterday, and i noe what's happening around me while i was asleep.. at 4.30, there was a text message.. i hear it clear and got up straight away to answer the text.. a while later, i heard the birds chirping.. after 10 mins, my dad's alarm.. he opened my door and i said 'hi' to him.. i think he got a shock when i said 'hi'.. he went to masjid for subuh prayers and i get up, as usual when he leaves the house.. and.. the newspaper man is always the freak.. everyday.. BAAM at my gate.. and make me snap right out of my sleep..then i go 'tsk..i'm gonna fire u one day..' lol.. no la.. i'm not so evil.. besides, he's a nice guy... haha.. ya.. and apart form all that, i have dreams too.. its like i'm awake while i'm asleep..

unnecessary information.. i think u people dont get it.. ahha.. okey.. i gtg solat asar go class! yea!! okey bolg.. see u soon.. =)..

2009-06-09T02:14:00.004+08:00

came across this song.. the songs quite nice.. make you think..

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day’s a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

Against the grain should be a way of life
What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts ’cause there’s no second try
So live like you’ll never live it twice
Don’t take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you’re dreamin’ of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it’s never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
‘Cause you can’t rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin’ stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you’re dreamin’ of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

2009-06-07T22:57:00.008+08:00

Hello Blog!!

better make this quick.. i suppose to be bobok-ing already..
haha.. okey today was GREAT! but tiring.. bout 1200 names went in and out of my ears.. ouh.. they were about to bleed.. Finally Ustaz Firdaus came to the rescue.. he read the names like reading the quran.. super duper fast!.. haha..not to mention cool.. haha
and guess what?? i met Rihanna's twin!..

some little stuff i got from PBI.. thank you FM!
that look at that glass container.. its soo cool.. haha.. i got it from a wedding.. just hang the (whats that thing called?) there..

now u can see.. =P..

bye blog..

no i gtg go out..

2009-06-05T04:13:00.004+08:00

Asalamualaikum blog.. sobahul khir..

haha.. maybe i should post in Arabic next time..

its 0420 hours in the morning and i'm posting.. haha.. tmr i have tilawah.. and i'm nervous.. seriously.. never been this nervous.. hope i can find an excuse tmr.. =P.. lazy bum.. haha..

sigh.. my heads all jumbled up.. i dont know what to do.. i'm gonna do my prayers soon.. ask Allah to give me the best.. look.. see.. ah stop blabbering Iqbal.. i think i gotta stop talking bout my feelings to you blog.. waste of time!!

2009-06-03T13:07:00.004+08:00

Afternoon blog.. i had the most interesting dream this morning.. i wish i did not wake up.. it was super cool.. it seemed so real.. haha.. humm..

ouh yes..the movie, New Moon is out.. ;).. another 17 hours.. ;).. how come i like the twilight series so much? haha.. here's the trailer..

Soo cool.. =)

okey.. gotta start washing all my clothes already.. =D.. yeah!

Kesian dah tua..

2009-06-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

What's the problem with the elderly this days? The public transport had already reserved the seats for you all, just sit ah.. so ego.. haii.. blog, u might be wondering, what am i talking about.. okey..

this morning, i was taking the train to school.. this old lady step in with a stick and i quickly offered my seat since i was sitting at the reserved seats.. i tap on her arm and pointed towards my seat..then................ she shook her head.. like what??? huh?? i think everyone on board was staring in disbelieve..so i gave my seat to someone else.. after a few stops, she was sulking against the side, too weak to stand.. hai.. another passenger was kind enuf to give up her seat for her.. and the old lady sat.. (-_-)whatever la..ego..

then at Tanah Merah, another old man with a stick came in..the same thing happened.. but not with my this time..ego.. think both of them might make up a good couple..

or maybe they feel that offering them a seat makes them feel low and weak.. maybe they do not want to be pitied.. ego..

Today, i was blushing the whole day.. haha.. wanna noe y blog? haha.. its for me to know and for you to find out..

June..

2009-06-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hello June.. june 2008.. not in Singapore.. june 2007 not in Singapore.. june 2006, also not in Singapore.. haha.. Finally after 3 YEARS.. haha.. but looking at it.. everybody's so busy.. mom has school and Adibah don't.. terbalik pulak.. Pesta buku..by my school..lots to be done.. by tomorrow.. haaaa...

Just now, we were waiting for Ustaz Amir, then there was a knock on the door.. my mother dah siap ah nak buka pintu.. tibe2 si Newspaper man tercegat kat depan pintu.. haha.. She got a shock..like huhh!!.. lucky she havent open the door.. haha. then my dad came out and gave the money to him.. while i was waiting for the receipt, another neighbor passed by.. the newspaper man noticed her and said"coming coming!".. My neighbor laugh and said.. no need to come la.. hahaha.. then the newspaper man said"haha.. everybody scared of me.." he's a nice man.. haha..

today.. my tangan.. penat tau.. SMS tak habis2.. haha.. now still have.. hahah.. good thing i can send smses by the comp.. can type it out.. ouh.. my fingers are itching.. and look at my hair? when i wake up, i look like Wolverine.. haha..

okey la.. i wanna go read the quran.. goodnight blog.. =)

NS

2009-05-31T11:43:00.002+08:00

I've made my decision.. i shall apply for deferment.. and serve NS after i completed my studies.. At least after i come back form Hadramaut..
the funny thing way.. i made my final decision when i was showering.. i shut my eyes under the cool running water and was thinking.. many many things was running through my head then, like a super fast computer..almost everything.the pros and cons..then time..everything.. then i smiled to myself.. okey.. i've made me decision.. when i step out of the shower.. i said 'Ibu!! i've made my decision.. I'm going to defer my NS' she was what? huh? what happened? then she said.. 'we'll sit down and discuss this with ayah..' well till now we havent sat down but my mom agreed with me..
My mom wanted me to do my NS first.. so that i'll be free of that responsibility.and will be able to concentrate without the government interfering..but i i'm afraid that i'll be tired after my NS.. u noe what i mean? like okey.. dah no need to study anymore ah.. just work.. haha.. May Allah save me from that.. ameen.. scary scary.. haha..